Torn - Finn Wolfhard x reader

Spin the bottle

The movie finishes and I stretch out my arms and yawn. I turn around and realise Millie isn't there. Just as I'm about to ask where she is I hear heavy footsteps come up the stairs and across the hallway. My stomach turns to knots, I think she just got the supplies for her games.
She stands and poses in the doorway with a large empty bottle in her hand.
"Oh god." I hear Finn mutter.
"Millie, no. Not that." Gaten says giving me concerned look.
"Hey why not, now we've got another girl so it's more even." She laughs. "And anyway, it's my sleepover so we should do what I want."
"Well Mills, I think this is a great idea." Noah grins up at her and then glances at me. The knot in my stomach tightens.
"Y/N? What do you think?" Millie smiles at me, I can't tell whether it's fake or genuine, that's the bad thing about being friends with actors.
"Emmmm, I don't mind." I quietly say giving her a small smile.
"I think we should let Y/N decide, since she's new." Millie says kindly, but with a look in her eyes that I don't like.
"It's up to you gu-"
Millie cuts me off "choose." Her smiles gone.
"Okay, fine, we'll play it." I blurt out, I see Finn shake his head and I look to the ground.
Millie lets out an excited squeal and starts to move blankets out of the middle of the floor to make room for the game.
I go and sit next to Finn and squeeze his knee to reassure him, it doesn't work.
He leans and whispers into my ear, "you know what she's doing, right?" He pulls away and doesn't even give me an opportunity to answer.
"Who wants to go first?" Millie says excitedly. "Any volunteers?"
"I'll go." Sadie says, lunging forward and spinning the gleaming green bottle. It spins about three times and eventually lands on Caleb. Everyone starts laughing and clapping. Sadie crawls across the circle and gives Caleb a short kiss. She blushes and smiles to herself as she makes her way back to her spot.
"I'll go next." Millie announces. I see Finn tense up so I rub his arm. I have a feeling I know what's going to happen. She leans over and spins the bottle expertly so it lands right on Finn. No one makes a sound.
"Millie." Sadie says giving her a disapproving look. 
"You can't disobey the bottle" she laughs, "come on Finnie." She stands up and so does Finn. As they walk in to the middle of the circle I feel like I'm going to throw up. "Wait why don't we make things more interesting?" Millie suddenly says.
"Like what?" Noah says.
"7 minutes in heaven instead of just kissing." She says with a smirk.
"No." Finn says quickly.
"Okay, not now, but the next person." She says, grinning at Noah.
"Still no." Finn sighs.
"Okay everyone raise their hands if they think it's a good idea." Millie says to the group.
Everyone raises their hands expect for me, Finn and Sadie.
"Then, I guess next round is 7 minutes in heaven." Millie giggles with a proud look on her face.
Finn sighs, "Millie can we just get this over with."
Then she grabs his face, pulls it in softly and places her lips on his. This isn't like Caleb and  Sadies kiss, Millie wraps her arms around his neck and it looks like Finn deepens the kiss.
Eventually he pulls away, with his face bright red. As Millie walks back to her seat she looks me dead in the eye and smiles. Finn can't even look at me.
"Me next." Noah says, before anyone else can. He looks me in the eye as he spins it, and it just so happens that it lands on me. This bottle must be frickin rigged.
"Oooooo." Everyone in the circle says and laughs. I get up quickly and walk over to Noah.
Millie points towards her wardrobe and I grab Noah's hand without even glancing at Finn, I feel an unstoppable need to get revenge for how he just kissed Millie.
Me and Noah walk into the closet and he slides the door closed.
"Wow, it's so dark in here." Noah says, I can only see the outline of his face.
"Scared, Schnapp?" I ask jokingly with a nervous laugh.
He laughs back, "you don't have to do anything if you don't want to." I see him look at the floor. "I know you're with Finn."
I fumble around to find his hands, when I find them I hold them tight, "I want to."
Even in the dark I can see him blushing. The silence outside the door is scaring me though. Trying to put everything else out of my mind, I stare at Noah and he stares back. As we step closer to each other Millie shouts "one minute gone!" from outside the door. Noah gently puts a hand on my cheek but then pauses.
"By the way, I've, er, never done this before."
I giggle before leaning in. His warm lips start to move against mine and his hands on my hips pull me into him. I feel so bad about doing this knowing that Finns on the other side of the door, but I need something to get over the image of him kissing Millie. I start to kiss Noah more passionately as I think about how tenderly Finn kissed Millie, how he had his hands on her waist, the same as how he holds me. I feel like I'm about to cry but I don't. Noah pushes me against the wall in the closet and I put my hands in his hair.
Suddenly the door slides open and light fills the closets, I pull away from Noah quickly, but not quickly enough. Finn takes one look at us and walks out.
"Oh my god Finn." I push Noah off of me and run after him. Millie's front door is wide open. I run down the stairs, out of the door and into the street. I see him storming off down the road.
"FINN!" I shout after him, but he doesn't respond. I start to run after him and once I'm near him I grab his arm and stop him from walking. He has tears in his eyes. "It was just a game." I say quietly.
"You didn't have to kiss him like that, did you!" He screams in my face. "You were basically fucking." Tears roll down his face. I was about to say the same about how he kissed Millie, but I know for a fact that I went too far with Noah.
"Look, I'm sorry, I was angr-" I start to explain.
"I don't care!" He shouts. He then lets out a sigh and pulls his arm out of my grasp. "I'm done, Y/N, we're done." He says quietly.
"No, Finn, please." I plead, a huge lump has formed in my throat.
"I can't even look at you right now." He gives me a dirty look and walks away.
I start to cry so hard I can't breathe. I sit down on the concrete ground and just cry.

I've just lost the boy I love.