one night stand | baylor (completed)

no can do

"I miss him so much Mercy. I'm so freaking stressed with all the girls. Aaron doesn't help at all and he's always at the bar and I know he's cheating on me."

I sobbed into the phone.

"Don't cry Pam."

"Why? I have nothing left to live for anymore. Why should I live a miserable, loveless life to be abused until I die? I might as well beat him to it!"

I sobbed.

"Pam...those baby girls need you."

"Fergal can get custody of them. I have no use in this world except to me a punching bag! I can't do this Mercy."

I continued sobbing.

"Hold on. There's someone who wants to talk to you."

Mercades said.

"Pam?"

I heard Fergal say.

"Fergal? I miss you."

"I miss you too Pam. I miss all of my girls."

"He's beating me Fergal. I can't live like this anymore."

I cried.

"I know. Listen, I spoke to a lawyer. The only way to get out of this contract is for us to get married. So...do you want to get married?"

Fergal asked.

"Fergal...I've only known you for 9 months. I can't marry you. I'm sorry. The only way I see getting out of this is my suicide."

I sobbed.

"Pam, please don't-"

I threw my phone to the side as I sobbed into my hands. I got up off the ground, walked into the bathroom, and grabbed a razor blade. I slid it down my arm as I sighed.

I don't want to die. But it's the only way I can truly get out of this relationship. And I'm finally gonna be free.