one night stand | baylor (completed)

i'm okay

I threw my hair up into a ponytail as I finished crying. I absolutely hated life. The only good thing that is coming out of it is that I get to see the girls today.

I looked down at my wrist as I sighed. I just don't want Fergal to notice them when he drops the girls off. I walked out of the bathroom to hear a knock at the door.

"Hi."

I said as I open the door and plastered a fake smile on my face."

"Hey."

Fergal said.

"Lydia has a cold so her medicine is in the diaper bags. I just fed them so they should be good for a few hours."

Fergal said as he handed me the girls' car seats and the diaper bags.

"Okay."

I said as I placed everything into the dining room.

"Can I ask you a question?"

Fergal asked me.

"Sure."

I said.

"What's that on your wrist?"

Fergal asked as he rolled my wrist over.

"It's paint. I was painting my room red and it got on my arms."

I said as I snatched my arm away.

"You do know that you can tell me anything. Right?"

Fergal asked.

"Can't really talk to you about anything if you're the cause of all my pain."

I sniffled.

"Pam..."

"I'll see you on Thursday."

I said as I shut the door. I wiped the stay tears from my face as I sighed. I guess I'll never be able to find happiness.