one night stand | baylor (completed)

shouldn't you be happy

"I'm so stressed out about this."

I said as I smoothed my outfit out. I filed for visitation with the girls a few days ago and today's Fergal and I's court day. We had to come back to Orlando for court and I'm just hoping I don't run into anyone while I'm here.

"Don't be. I'll be right next to you the whole time."

Aaron said as he pushed my hair to the side and kissed my neck. Do I really love Aaron? No. But...this is the life I'm suppose to live. I'm suppose to be married to Aaron and be the perfect little housewife. That's all my life is suppose to be.

"We should get going. We don't want to be late."

I said as I grabbed my car keys and headed out of the hotel room.

+

I ran out of the courthouse and found myself throwing up in a bush because of the verdict. While I was vomiting, I felt a hand on my back and assumed it was Aaron. But when I stood up, I saw Fergal behind me.

"Stay away from me."

I snapped at him.

"Pam, quit being like this."

"Quit being like what?! Upset? I have every damn right to be upset. Shouldn't you be happy that I don't get visitation with the girls? You took everything from me. My happiness, my girls...what's left for me Fergal?"

"You said that you regret even having the girls."

"Fergal...I'm so fucking depressed all the time that I don't know what I'm saying or doing! I can barley even get out of bed most days. I am miserable Fergal. I can't get out of my own fucking head. I needed you. I needed your help to get me out of my depression and you just fucking left me! You just turned your back on me!"

I said as I started hitting him.

"Pam, stop! He's not worth it."

Aaron said as he grabbed me by my waist and picked me up.

"I wish I never met you Fergal Devitt! If I could go back in time to that night at the bar then I would tell you to go fuck yourself!"

I yelled as Aaron kept a tight grip around my waist.

"I hope you're happy Fergal! Just do me a favor and don't come to the funeral when I fucking kill myself!"

I screamed as Aaron led me to the car.