I wish I could turn it off.
by it i mean everything.
I wish I was a shell.
but i wouldnt be so empty.
I am at a loss.
everything is slipping to the ground.
I can't help when you won't tell me.
i cant let you get hurt or worst stay hurt.
Damn I close my eyes but it's not turning off.
i can't stop wanting to make it better even if it hurts me worst.
I doubt you would tell me.
i feel like its all my fault.
Ibroke another friend.
damn i knew i should stop.
why cant i stop?
YOU ARE READING
Pause.
PoetryOn growing collection of my tea drinking moments when my mind is well 'a bit' more silent.