smoke // clifford

// eight //

that weekend, i had made a big mistake and brought miranda to a big frat party luke's older brother invited us too. being the dumb ass i am, i got her high and drunk. giving her too many refills of vodka and letting her smoke so many joints. she was completely shit faced. she was dancing on the table with a few other girls with their shirts off. then all of a sudden, she was smashing her pink lips onto mine. i widened my eyes in surprise. 

"this is a really fun party! we should go upstairs? don't you think?" she slurred all at once. i laughed and she was pulling me up the stairs into some empty bedroom. i sat down on the bed, knowing we weren't going to do anything. next thing i know, miranda is pressing her lips against mine again. she was straddling me and started to kiss down my neck. i was only buzzed, so i knew what was going on. 

"miranda... your drunk and high. this isn't the best thing to do." i said to her. i was enjoying her kissing me, but i didn't want to something to her in that state. "miranda..." i said again trying to see if she'd stop. 

"just relax." she whispered into my ear. she lifted her head from my neck and looked into my eyes. her eyes were filled with lust and that's when i knew that the 'good girl' i met about a month ago was no where to be found. 

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sorry i know it's really shitty. it's just a quick update. but yeah. okay bye.