Dear B, God I miss you so much. I hope you're doing well there. I thought you would've been able to call by now. But I am sure you don't remember my phone number or my address so you cannot call me or mail me letters. I still pray for everyday and night love. Tova will most likely be back in the house by sometime next week. But she will not be allowed to be in her room anymore. She will sleep in mom's room. She will also be watched 24/7 by someone and she isn't allowed any electronics. Then again, she did this to herself. On other things, I've been trying to stay connected to you through your energy but it's hard. I don't like the negativity around you... To be honest I've been reverting back to how I was before we met. I didn't realize how much I depended on you dear. I'm fighting though! I don't want revert back. I want grow with you even if you're not here. But...it's hard...............I've been sleepless lately. I went to sleep at 2 last night... I'm not trying to.....it's just difficult to sleep with your arms wrapped around or me knowing you'll be calling me first thing when you wake up.... I wonder if you feel the same way as I do? I hope you find a way to send me a letter love. I would enjoy hearing from you. I love you with all my body, heart, and soul to life.
Love,
M.Cannon
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Non-FictionLetters to my love until he comes back home to me.
