06-11-18

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by miadetinne

by miadetinne

Dear B, I broke....I'm so sorry my love. I know you wanted me to stay strong, and I know what SEPS is like.... I was supposed to be strong for you. To be there because I know you'll need someone. They'll break you..... I got your letters today. It proved me right. They did break you. Just like they did me.... But you're not a failure for that. Neither am I. It just wasn't meant for is. God has better things planned in our future love. And when you get back I'll still be here waiting for you just as I promised. I still love you my dear. That will not change. You will get through this. And I'll be there every step of the way, by your side when you fall and need someone to help you back up. I may have broken..... I know I have.... But there is no way in hell I'm going to let you become the same way... I won't let that happen. You are always ready to save me when I need it and I am ready too. I'm here. I love you. You're stronger than you think. And this will only make you stronger. Why you ask? Because you are alive. And you can only go up from here. You did not fail me. You have made me proud to be called yours. You did not fail your family. They're proud as I am and we are waiting for you with arms wide open. I want to send you letters with all of this but sadly I cannot. But when I see you, I'll tell you. I will love you. I will strengthen you. I will take the pain for you. Because yes I have broken, but my love for you will always overcome that. I will always be there to remind you of who you are, how you have grown, and the potential you still have to grow into. Keep praying my love. Stay strong. Remember why you wanted to even do it. Not so you can try to go again but to see what you can do now with that same goal. Think of what you truly want. How do you wish to grow? Have conversations with the Lord. He will always listen to you. He is always with you. And I follow him with these things. I will always be there for you even if you cannot see me. I'm always listening to you. To your soul. I love you with all my body, heart, and soul to life my moon.
Love,
M. Cannon