Dear B, You called today. I'm happy to hear from you again dear. I sent a letter with some pictures of me for you since you asked.......You said you broke again last night.....I'm sorry I wasn't there for you.... I wish I was.......I broke too.... but you don't need to know. At least not now. Not when you're broken and need me to be strong...Broken or not, I'll always be strong for you my love. That being said...I'm sorry but just for a little, I'm going to lie and pretend to okay. To be fine. So I apologize now....I'll be honest when you're better...But I know how it is to be broken be the Navy....SEPS.....Both of us can't be broken....Someone needs to be okay to fix the other. So I'll be that one. I'll help you back up my dear. Then I'll be honest because I hate lying to you...Even if it's what is good for you at the moment. I'll understand if you're mad at me.....I would be too.......So it's okay...I just want to explain this hear now because I know you'll too mad to listen to me.... I'm going to go sociopath so that I don't break anymore....I know you don't like me doing that but please understand B......I know it doesn't really stop me from breaking more....I know becoming socio just makes all the pain and brokenness pile up until I come out...I know that when it I stop being socio, all of it will just hit me......But if I do this I'll be able to truly focus on helping you without my own brokenness getting in the way................................I'm sorry B....I hope you forgive me after this....Because I don't know how long it will take to help you...........But I won't even show you all of these letters until you are......I can only pray that you understand.......I love you with all my body, heart, and soul to life my moon, my husband, my B.
Love,
M.Cannon
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A letter a day for my one and only
No FicciónLetters to my love until he comes back home to me.
