Dear B, I'm so happy to hear from you! I'm sorry that you're coming home so soon because I know that you think you've failed. But you haven't my love. You tried and you learned. No one can deny you that. I'm so proud of you dear. I'm proud that you tried and I am proud that you already have plans for what you need to do when you get back. I know these next few weeks for you will be hard as you're at "that" place. So I'm still trying my hardest to hang on and be strong so that when you come back, you'll have someone to fall on to. But it's difficult.... I feel like everything I do is too selfish. I feel like all of this is too annoying to you. I know it's not true but these doubts creep into my head.... I just miss you so much.... It makes me appreciate you even more so.... But it also makes me feel like I am not even close to worthy... What have I ever done for you? For your life? I don't know... What is it about me that you love so much? I feel sad to even think these things but they stay etched into my mind all the time now.... Hopefully I can get it all out before you come back so I can be there for you. I understand the crap you're going through currently as I already dealt with it. I'm still praying love. And I'll continue to do so as always. Please stay safe my love. Remember that I am always here for you even I cannot be there physically. I love you with all my body, heart, and soul to life.
Love,
M. Cannon
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