Dear B, I'm happy you called! Even though it was extremely hard to hear you. I think I figured out what I am going to do for college so I gotta sign up and figure out a job. Hopefully it'll go well. Dad hopes you get a job when you get back. I slept a little last night! I went to sleep at 3 this time. And I sang a little today..... I hope you're doing okay my dear. Because I am not. I'm praying and holding for you and myself but I'm wearing down... It's easy to tell.......... I don't have nightmares so that's great and all.... Then again I don't really sleep.... I got my mom to consider letting me have a bird once I have college figured out and a job secured. I hope you come home soon.... I'm leaving next Sunday to Atlanta to drop off Tomi so she can go to Korea for a while. She'll be back in a month ish.... God I miss you.... I just want you here hugging me and playing with my until I fall asleep in your arms. I wish.... But at the same time I'm scared to ask.... It's funny... You'd think that since you were gone and I've been missing you, I would be more selfish about these things when you come back, yet here I am thinking its too selfish for me to ask for you to hold me the way I love to be held as you caress my hair..... Silly me..... Well hopefully you're doing well.... I'm just trying to get through the days.. Maybe you are too... I know you want to just pick me up as soon as you get back but that isn't how shit works hun. My priorities have to be getting into college and getting a job. Once that's settled I can ask my parents but I can't just go off because you came back. Even if I want to do so... I hope you understand... It's not my parents being mean either. It's them being responsible and smart people. Well that's all I really did today I guess.... I hope you're still praying dear. I still am. I love you with all my body, heart, and soul to life my moon.
Love,
M. Cannon
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