Chapter 19

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"WAKE UP, SHERLOCK!" John yelled from the kitchen, where he stood in a bathrobe, making breakfast. Sherlock sat up quickly in bed, feeling around for John. Once he realized John wasn't there, he pulled himself out of and walked into the kitchen. "What are you doing?" He asked, scratching his head and yawning. "I'm making breakfast, why?" John said, scrambling the eggs that sat in the pan. "You never make breakfast..." "We didn't have a kitchen." John said to Sherlock, sending him a look. "I'm not hungry, John, but thanks." Sherlock said, sitting down at the table and bringing out his phone. John placed the eggs in two plates and turned around. 

He rolled his eyes at Sherlock and sat a plate in front of him and the other plate across. John sat down and reached across the table and snatched the phone from his reached. "John!" Sherlock yelled in disapproval. "You better eat, or your not getting this back. What we're you doing on here, anyway?" John asked, unlocking Sherlocks phone. "It has a password." "I know what it is, Sherlock. It doesn't take a genius to figure that out." John said as . "Its it in, he read out loud. "5-6-4-6. It spells out my name." Sherlock looked at him with a slight blush. 

 John smiled at him and put the phone down on the table. Sherlock pouted before giving in and eating. John and him ate in silence, looking at each other every now and then.

"Sherlock."

"Mmh?"

"Aren't you gonna question me about what I said last night?"

"Do you want me to?"

"Aren't you curious?"

"Horrible. But if you wish not to tell me, I understand."

"I'll tell you."

"Then spit it out."

John looked at Sherlock for a moment before putting his fork down. "You have to promise me you will not tell anyone else I ever told you this, got it?" John said sternly. Sherlock nodded silently, looking at him with large eyes. 

John sighed.

"I was about 16, turning 17 when everything went to hell for me. I started hanging out with new people, and let me be the first to tell you they we're not good people. We would hang out at shops, and steal things. The group was small, very small. We had a leader, named Jim Moriarty. We all called him spider, though. Everyone did. Anyway, he took a fancy to me, and he wanted me. He told me one day as we walked around the shops. 'Johnny Boy, maybe we should talk privately. I need to discuss some personal matters with you.' So I just thought he wanted to bump me up to his right hand man, oh was i wrong. I arrived at his house later that day, and I can probably guess you know what happened after that...

'Anyway, we began to go together, but I didn't like it. He was more violent towards me than ever, and I was scared. One day, after we did the biggest steal in a while, we went to his house and got high... He got violent and hit me. Hard, Sherlock. I still have the scar from the first hit. Then, he walked to me and he-he- He raped me, Sherlock, as his friends watched.' John said, tears rolling down his face slowly. 'Sherlock, I've never told anyone about this. Not even my parents." John finished, wiping his eyes with the back of his hands. "Why is this bothering you now, John?" Sherlock asked, grabbing his hand slowly.

"Because,' John began, his voice breaking with every word, 'he contacted me last night, Sherlock. He told me that he knew about you, and if i didn't leave you for him, he'd make you leave..." John said, getting up, pulling his hand away from Sherlocks. "John, I would never-" Sherlock started, but was cut off by John. "You don't understand how powerful he is, Sherlock. I don't want you to go looking for him or anything. You cant. Promise me, you wont." John raised his voice, looking at Sherlock.n'

 Sherlock swallowed the lump in his throat. "John, I cant promise you that..." "Sherlock, please. For me." John said, sitting down. Sherlock looked at him with big eyes. "Fine, John. Only for you." He said, looking away from John. 

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"Hello, is this Molly Hopper?"

"Yes it is, may I ask whom is speaking?"

"Its Sherlock." 

"Sherlock! How are you?" Molly asked, peaking up.

"Lets skip small talk, you know how I feel about that. I need your help with something. Would you like to meet for lunch?"

"Sure! Don't you live by Baker Street, right?"

"Yes."

"Brilliant! I'll meet you at speedy's, at around noon, if that is alright?"

"I'll see you then." Sherlock said, hanging up the phone as John walked in. Sherlock and him ignored that they had the conversation earlier that morning. "Hey, Sherlock." John said as he walked into the flat with a few bags of groceries. "Hi." Sherlock said, throwing his phone on the couch and taking some bags from John. "Thanks." John huffed as he placed the rest of the bags on the table. Sherlock started to put away food quickly, as John sat down in the living room. He sat down in his chair and sighed heavily.

 "John, I hope you don't mind but I'm going to go meet a old associate for lunch at speedy's today." Sherlock said from the kitchen. "Yeah, that's alright. Who is it, if I may ask?" John said, walking into the kitchen. "Its this girl from high school named Molly  Hopper." Sherlock said, glaring at John. John looked at Sherlock and nodded. They put the rest of the food away silently, when John broke the silence.

"I saw him today at the store." 

"And?"

"He stopped me while I was walking to the car behind the alley and he- he raped me again, Sherlock." John said weakly, his voice cracking. Sherlock stopped what he was doing and looked at John. 

"John...' Sherlock said, going over to him. 'Why didn't you call the police? Or call me after it happened?" 

"Because he threatened to kill me and you, Sherlock.' John answered, grabbing Sherlocks hand 'And I wont ever let someone hurt you. Ever."

 I am so sorry I havent updated in a while! Honestly! I just had a horrible case of writers block XD 

Anyway, I honestly am sorry, and ill try to update more :3

AND NOW THERE IS A ACTUALLY PLOT IN THE STORY!

Haha, sorry it came in so late D:

Bye guys! Hopefully I'll update soon!

-Lydia

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