Texting a Stranger | Matty Healy | °ONHOLD°

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I can't sleep without hearing from you Less X

At least inform me you're ok

I know I deserve this, but this is cruel. I care, I really do xxx 

 Tell me to fuck off, disappear, anything... Just give me something so I know you're there. Please, Alessia, please!!

This is killing me far more than I ever assumed it would. Than I initially thought it could... Why is that?!! ALESSIA. Just talk to me X 

IM NOT STOPPING 

I genuinely don't even know why I lost it, me and this ex is irrelevant. We're over. Done. Have been for years and always will be. I was just embarrassed more than anything, as ludicrous as that may seem 😣

embarrassed she found our messages. Not of you! NEVER OF U! X

You're not just a fan. You're not! That thought has never even ran through my mind, not once. I'm clueless why I said it. I have no explanation, only an apology. A shit load of them, I'll spend every day repeating them to you if you just give me this chance. 

Fuck. This is cold!!!!! 😔😔

From the bottom of my soul, I apologise for this. 

If this is how you really want this, then I'm completely powerless in this situation. But I respect your decision and I'll do the same for you and leave you be.

 💔