crushing on you.

Camp.

I woke up today with butterflies in my stomach knowing that it was friday. I got out of my bed and changed into my bikini underneath my black leggings and flowy shirt with a cross in the middle. I walked down stairs and quickly ate my breakfast before putting my big suitcase in the car. I then grabbed my handbag and got in the car where my mum was waiting for me already. I jumped in and we drove of to the school. She took me to the front of the school this time because of my big heavy bag and then I walked over to Jess Jaime and Zoe, they where all sitting there talking about what happened with Matt and Jess last night. I walked over and joined them. "Jess tell me exactly what happened!" I exclaimed. "well pretty much close to the same as yesterday but a little different. As soon as we got into his room we just layer there on his bed making out. I was on top of him as he was wrapping his arms around me...then he started moving his hands further and further down my back. I stopped kissing him and pulled away and looked straight into his eyes and melted. He said okay as in he wouldn't go any further and he said it in like a promising way. We just layed there kissing for hours on end and it felt so right! I went back home and I like lied on my bed for an hour and I couldn't stop smiling!" she said knowing he was going on the trip as well. Matt came over to us all after leaving his group and gave Jess a huge hug and a massive hug. Then Cameron came up to me from behind and hugged me around the waist from the back, whilst kissing me on the cheek. Cameron and Matt had already put their bags in the large hall so the teachers could load them on the bus we all started to walk over to the hall do Jess and I could put our bags in there before we could even get a meter away from where we where standing earlier Matt and Cameron had already taken our bags out of our hands and they where carrying them for us. We walked into the hall and put our bags there and left. We walked over and got on one of the busses. We all went up to the back and Matt and Jess sat behind us. Before we could even turn around to say a word they where already making out on top of eachother! I was only the other day when they started going out and they are already doing this? Oh well at least she's not turning into one of those fake Barbie sluts who make out with everything that has a fucking pulse. She would never turn into one of those fake little sluts she is waaaayyy to nice! Everyone was eventually on the bus and we started to drive away. Matt and Jess where making out pretty much the whole trip. Cameron and I both looked back at them at the same time looked at each other and laughed! We looked into each others eyes and started moving closer and closer to each other our lips hovering. I could feel his hot breath on my lips. It felt so right to just lean in a little further but then I broke away. Feeling bad I looked back up at him and he put his hand on my shoulder "it's okay! I get it! Your just not ready yet, when you are I will be ready for you don't worry!" he said trying to be comforting! Well it worked it did make me feel better and I know I said Friday but maybe later like when we get of this bus because I'm just not ready yet and I really don't want to ruin anything.

Cameron grabbed my hand and put his fingers in the spaces between mine. He held up our hands. "always together and I will love you forever!" he said with a huge smile on his face! "aw! Thankyou<3!" I said returning the smile back. He made me feel so good! So happy! Like I could never be in a bad room about him! And he turned around and looked at Matt and Jess who where still kissing, don't worry at least where not like that! He said in the middle of laughing. I have him a smile and he smiled back and me trying not to get lost in those amazing eyes of his! The bus finally stopped and the teacher directed us to get of the bus. We where still holding hands and we got of the bus. "now this is the beach that is right across our accommodation!" he yelled pointing at the beach and the cabins we where staying in! "now this trip is for fun only so aslong as you don't leave the area along this street of shops and that beach and aslong as you never go anywhere alone and always have atleast one phone between whoever you are with, then we will let you Rome around swim sit shop tan or whatever you want for this whole week!" the teacher said waiting for everyone to get excited. "Now there are ten cabins with ten rooms in each and you will choose a friend and stay in these rooms with them! Now boys try to stay out of the girls rooms and same with you girls stay out of the guys rooms please. Everyone is allowed in the other cabins main rooms but guys and girls can't go in the bedrooms together." everyone walked into the cabin block and me and Jess chose a room to share. The room had a light coloured pale blue paint all over the walls with white frames and pictures of beaches and frangapanis. We got changed into our swimmers and put our bags away. I grabbed out my hot pink beach towel from my suitcase and so did Jess. We walked down to the beach together and layed our towels down on the soft light couloured yellow sand. We lay down on the towels and soak up the hot sun. We eventually get too hot so we go down into the cool water for a swim. We finish swimming and grab our towels to walk back to our room. We walk back and she shottied the shower first so I put my big loose jumper on and sit on the couch to watch some TV.

I was watching TV when Cameron walks out and sits beside me putting his arm around me. We just sit there smiling watching TV and im not even sure what's happening. I look up at him and smile and he's already looking at me with his ocean blue sweet innocent eyes I pull away before we have another moment and luckily before we had one Jess came out still in her swimmers from the other lounge room "actually you can go first I'm just gonna watch TV in the other room with Matt" she said cheekily as she walked back into the other room still in her little blue frilly bikini. "want to see what there doing?" Cameron asked curiously. "yeah haha! Lets go have a look" we walk over to the other room and peak our heads around the corner but not enough that they can see us. Jess is laying ontop of mat and they are on the couch Matt is just in his boardies no shirt and Jess is still in her tiny blue bikini. He moves his hand slowly down her back but then she wacks him on the arm so he moves it back up again. Cameron and I look at each other and laugh. "okay I'm going to have a shower now!" I said walking into our bedroom then into the ensuite and shutting and locking the door behind me. I get into the steamy hot shower and hang my swimmers out to dry on the rack beside the basin. I get out of the shower and wrap myself in a towel and walk out grab my clothes and go back into the bathroom. I put on my mini denim shorts and pink and blue 'LOVE' shirt. I walk out of the bedroom and go to look in the room where Jess and Matt where. They where finally finished and so tiered that she was asleep in his lap. He was just siting there admiring her and stroking her straight brown hair. The teachers all brought in pizza for dinner for everyone and because there where 20 in a cabin we all had to sit outside to eat. When we finish we all go back into our cabins and sit down in the two tv rooms to watch the same tv show cause there wasn't enough room in just one of the lounge rooms. When the show was finally over the sluts wanted to play spin the bottle and made EVERYONE and I mean everyone in our whole cabin play! So we all sat in a circle. They found an empty beer bottle on the beach so they took that back to the cabin. They spun the bottle and it landed on Jake and Amy. Amy being one of the sluts! Well they decided it was 7 minutes in heaven and spin the bottle...so Amy and Jake went into the other room. While they waited for them to come out they spun the bottle again and it landed on Jade and Kyle. Enemies. They went in as Amy and Jake walked out with lipstick smudged all over Jakes lips. Jess Matt Cameron and I all got bored of it so we went outside to sit in the sand under the starts. Matt and Jess where kissing...again! What a surprise ay! Cameron and I sat in the sand I looked over at him and he was already looking at me I have him a smile and he smiled back and laughed. I melted staring into his eyes, we got closer and closer. Sitting in the soft sand. Our lips moved closer and closer together...it felt so right and I wasn't sure wether I was ready for this or not I was pretty sure I was but I want 100% sure. Our lips moving closer and closer together. I could feel his hot mint scented breath breathing on my lips. We where still moving closer and closer and my stomach was doing summersaults in my belly.

I had massive massive butterflies now and I could feel it getting closer and closer now. Still sitting in the soft pale sand of the beach with the waves crashing in front of us, we moved closer and closer and right before he was about to shut his eyes; "wait! I want to make sure this is perfect, are you ready?" his breath was warming up my face giving me a shiver down my spine. "I think so." I whispered into his ear. We moved back to closer and closer again. I've liked him for so long this is what I wanted I don't know why I was so nervous about this all. Only realizing now that I have actually liked him for a while now. We leaned In closer and closer "are you ready?" he softly whispered. "yes." I whispered back. We both closed our eyes and leaned in his lips pressed against mine and it was magic. I felt all tingly and had goosebumps all over me. We kissed for about twenty seconds and it was pure magic there was sparks flying and it felt like fireworks. As we both pulled away we smiled and blushed and we heard Jess and Matt rolling around in the sand. We both laughed and he leaned in and kissed me again but this time it was so much better than the last which was hard to beat. We kissed again for about a minute and it was more passionate than ever. Our lips locked together and I just wanted to stay in this perfect moment forever. We pulled away from the kiss and both giggled then looked at Matt and Jess still rolling around in the sand.