crushing on you.

Music + Numbers ;) <3

It came to first break when I was walking around the school with Jess, we walked past all of the groups down stairs. We walked past the sluts and the seniors, the populars and then our old group. They all glared at Jess and I when we walked past obviously because they all hate us, is all we did was leave the group and now apparently we are their sworn enemies! We walked around the corner and up to the top playground we walked past all of the smart Asians and then the little year sevens. We walked through the basketball courts and then around to the bushy part of the school, it was covered with trees and there where wooden log seats all around. We walked past Cameron's group with him and all of his friends there. We walked past and I smiled at him just to be polite and his checks turned pink.

We kept on walking around the path sharing a packet of chips, we stopped at Jaimes group and started talking with their group about how all of the sluts where hooking up at a friends party. Grace was going on about how they are such idiots. "we are only in fucking eighth grade! What the hell is wrong with them! They are all going to get fucking herpes and all other sexually transmitted diseases before we even finish high school!" Grace doesn't really like the sluts like most of us! They are so rude to everyone and think that they are top shit of the whole fucking school! Where in reality nobody sees them as popular everyone sees them as just sluty little whores. The bell rang for third period so we all walked of to class. Jess and I where in all of the same classes last year and it's the same this year. Cameron is in my music and visual arts class and Jess was going on about how we are going to get married someday because we are just going to be the best couple ever! I don't even like him! And I doubt he will ever like me. So Jess has officially gone crazy! We walked into our music class and sat down in our usual seats. About thirty seconds later he walked in he looked at me and smiled when he walked in the room. He usually sits across the room for me with him friend matt but instead he decided to sit diagonally behind me. Sir came in singing a happy tune like he always is. He starts the class by telling us to all go into the store room and grab a guitar, we all get out of our seats and walk over to the small store room with the blue door. Sir pushed the door open and we all walked in and grabbed a guitar. We all went back and sat in our seats, sir then wrote some music notes on the board that he wanted us to play on our guitars.

Jess knew how to do it obviously, music was her best subject and she always got the top marks in the class. I didn't get it so I asked Jess how to do it. She looked back and winked at Cameron who was behind her. She then said "I can't help you because I'm not very good at explaining things so....." making an emphasis on the O, " Cameron is going to show you how to do it. I gave Jess a dirty look and then she asked "come on Cameron you will help her wont you?" "sure" he said and then flashed a smile.

He got up out of his chair placing down his guitar where he sat and crouched down next to my chair. He looked up into my eyes and smiled and started explaining what I need to do, I got so lost in his blue eyes i wasn't listening about what to do and then when he finished talking I still didn't understand. "do you get it now?" he said as he smiled. "not really." I said confused. "okay well let me help you." he moved around the back of me and put his arms around me but with his hands on the dark brown car. He picked up on of my hands and placed my fingers gently on the chords where they where supposed to go for the notes. "okay with those fingers there then you use your other hand to strum these chords down here." he picked up my other hand and used my thumb to strum the strings. "there you go now that's the first note" he looked into my eyes and smiled me getting lost in his dark blue eyes 'again' I don't know what makes me so crazy but when ever I look into them. "your hair looks nice today Ash" he said to me. "thankyou!" I said with a smile.

He blushed and sat back down. The rest of the lesson just started to race by and it didn't even seem like an hour long lesson. The bell finally rang and we all walked outside. I was halfway out the door when I heard someone call me name, "Ashley! Ashley! Wait up!" Jess and I both turned around in surprise. Cameron ran up to me and put his had on my back "where are you going next?" he asked "ummm, I think we have maths...you?" "yeah so do I, I'll walk with you there" he said excitedly "okay sure." I said with a promising smile. He still had his hand on my back inbetweeners my shoulders. He slowly moved his hand down to the middle of my back and finally took it away. "thanks for helping me with that song on the guitar, by the way." I said. "that's okay, I think your getting better at it, just a few more lessons and you'll be playing great in no time, I know you can do it Ash, I believe in you" he paused nervously for a few seconds then he finally said something: "hey Ash can I ask you something?" "yeah sure." I answered. "well can I have your number?" "yeah sure." I said with a smile greatfull that he didnt ask me out! He grabbed out his phone and pressed a few buttons then gave me his phone to put my number in. He had already pressed new contact and entered in my name as 'Ash<3' I entered in my number and pressed save right as we reached our maths classes. "I'll text you later." he said as we both walked into our classes. Jess ofcoarse left us alone again! I walked into class and sat myself in the empty seat beside Jess. "now class, we have another student from nextdoor moving up into our maths class." she mentioned as she walked in. Behind her just my luck it was Cameron who had moved up! He walked over to the desk infront of me and Jess and smiled as he sat down. Miss started the lesson and we all got out our books and started writing.