crushing on you.

School...

The lesson went quite fast and then we got out and went into our English class. I was in the same one of that as Blake too. English went quickly and then we walked outside for first break. "do you know any nice girls that would let me sit with them?" I asked Blake as we where walking out of the classroom. "yeah I know a really nice group of five girls, they are really accepting and really nice." he said. He took me over to the group and they all introduced themselves. "hi I'm maddy." the first one said. Maddy had long brown hair and a straightened side fringe. She was tall and she had hazel eyes. "and I'm Jasmine but you can call me Jazzy" the next one said. 'Jazzy' had blonde curly hair that touched just under her shoulders. She was average height and had the prettiest blue eyes ever. They kind of reminded me of Cameron's eyes. "I'm Emma." the third one said butting in straight after Jazzy. Emma had longish black hair and brown eyes. She was average height and had a bright red ribbon tied into her side ponytail. "I'm Jules, and by the way, you are really pretty!" she said kindly. "thank-you" I said flashing her a smile. Jules had long gold straight hair and browny green eyes. She was just slightly taller than me and she had such a pretty smile. "and I'm Cass." the last one said. Cass had blue eyes and dark brown hair that fell on her shoulders. She was the shortest out of everyone and she seemed like the shyest. Blake waved goodbye to us all as he walked away and for some reason Emma seemed to blush when he walked away. "so how do you know Blake?" she asked curiously. "oh our apartments are next to each-other so we are neighbors and his dick head friends where all hitting on me irritatingly enough." I answered her question. "oh that's cool, me and Blake have known each-other since prep-kindy so we are pretty good friends now." she said with a smile. In fact I couldn't help but notice she was always smiling when she was talking about him. I wonder if she likes him. Hmmm. I think he might like her too not sure have to ask him about that later. I'm pretty sure he would tell me. All the girls where asking me questions and I answered all of them. They told me who not to hang out with at school, who not to talk to, who where the bitches...and so on. Then I gave them all my number and they all gave me theirs. They all passed around my phone adding their numbers in and passing it back to me. I had to addy number into all of their phones as well and then I gave them all back. When the bell rang we all got up and grabbed our bags. All of the girls gave me a hug an I waited for Blake to come to show me where my next class was. He came over and we walked to class together. "hey do you think emma likes you?" I just asked him on the spot. "what? Why? Did she say that? I don't think she would like me? Anyways it wouldn't be right if we went out anyway cause it would ruin our friendship we have!" he said. That did seem true so I just believed him. And I'm pretty sure he likes her too from that reaction! By the end of the day I found out that they didn't actually like each-other at all that get where just putting it on and that they just faked it to play a joke! Really they are just best friends they don't like each-other! I laughed when I found out.

Blake and I walked all of the way home together and we both changed into our bathers and went swimming in the apartment pool together. We went underwater at the same time and where pulling funny faces at each-other and then laughing. We had so much fun just swimming together for ages. When we where all looking like prunes we got out and laid on the sun beds. We laid down on the two in the middle because they where the ones with the most sinus shining down on them. We lay there talking about so much and we both already know so much about each other because of all of our D & M sessions (deep and meaningful) we talked so much together and I learned Blake was actually born in South America and he flew to Australia when he was 2. And that when he was 7 his dad died from cancer. Which was really really sad. Hearing that made me forgive my parents for making me move out here because now I realize how lucky I am than I have both of my parents and not just one. Blake and I laid there for about an hour and a half before going into the separate change rooms and showering then getting changed. When we where both changed we walked back up the stairs together and where still talking for ages before we finally went inside. When I walked into my apartment, my parents where just setting the table and getting ready for dinner. I put my towel and swimmers down in a pile in the corner of my bathroom and went out to eat dinner. Mum and dad said that in the summer holidays (which was only two weeks away) that Jess could fly up here And stay for a week. I got so excited as soon as we finished eating and cleaning up I called Jess for her to check with her parents. They said it was okay so we straight away bought the plane tickets for her. Jess and I where texting for ages that night and we where talking about how I had made new friends and then I asked her how Matt and Cameron where. She said Matt is good but apparently Cameron seems depressed without me. That's not good. I gave him a call and as soon as he heard my voice his attitude immediately brightened a million times more! We talked for about two hours and then we both hung up and went to sleep.

The next morning Blake woke me up early again to go surfing with him. We walked down to the beach and this morning there was no waves for some reason so we just slept on the sand until about 7 when we went back up to get ready for school. I got ready for school and met Blake out in the corridor again. We walked to school together carrying on with our conversation from the night before. We talked the whole way to school and whenever we where together there was never an awkward moment. He is like my best friend now. Well not that anyone could ever replace Jess soo... My umm... Second best friend. I told him about Jess and about how we where so close and I told him about Matt and about Cameron and about all of the sluts of the school. And I told Blake about what happened with our week at manly. Let's face it now Blake knows so much more about me than my parents to. I open up to Blake and tell him everything like a brother like a therapist. He always has the right response to the things that I say. He is such a great friend such an amazing guy! I was starting to think good of him then I started thinking more and more until....I kind of may have umm developed feelings for him. Still although my heart does belong to Cameron and all I do kind of have a baby crush on Blake. Oh shit this can't be good!

We got into school and Blake and I separated. He went over to his friends and I went over to my new friends who where standing next to the canteen. "do what have you been doing lately?" Cass asked me curiously. "oh not much I went surfing this morning with Blake and then we walked to school together." I said butterflies appearing in my stomach every-time his name appeared in our conversation. They talked about him up until the bell rang and Emma showed me to my class. I followed her around the crowded school wherever she walked. "here it is." she said standing outside the door with a huge smile on her face. "okay thank-you so much for showing me where it was again." I said thankingly. "oh that's okay don't worry about it. Well I have to go to class now bye!" she said with a huge smile on her face that stretched from ear to ear. The teacher walked up and opened the door to let the class in. I followed the teacher in and sat at a desk in the middle of the classroom just to be safe. "so you must be the new student." the teacher asked, with her calm soft voice as the turned around facing me with her long blonde hair falling down onto her shoulders. Gosh I get that question in every class its getting annoying now! "yeah I am" I added. She smiled. "well welcome to our school then." she smiled even wider now and it started to creep me out. She started the lesson and kids came and sat either side of me. One guy and one girl on the other side. The guy had short brown curly hair and deep chocolate brown eyes. He had a cute smile and when he went to sit down he gave me a little wink then he say next to me. On the other side was a pretty thin girl with long curly goldfish blindfish brown hair. She had the prettiest smile and bright green eyes that nobody could miss. They where so big and pretty. "hi I'm Ellie" she added as she sat in the desk next to mine. "hi Ellie, I'm Ashley. Nice to meet you." I answered. "thanks, it's nice to meet you too Ashley." she said with a huge smile and her huge green eyes shining. The teacher carried on the last half an hour of the lesson with a few games and they where not fun at all! Definetly not fun! I spent the games with Ellie and we just made up inside jokes about them and started laughing at the oddest of moments. The bell rang and Ellie showed me where my next classroom was when we got there she told me it was easy because she was in the same room too. "so where did you come from?" she asked. "Sydney" she smiled brightly. "oh my gosh! Really? Omg your so lucky! I love Sydney it's amazing" she said imagining what its like. "haha yeah it is pretty great hey?" I added. The teacher walked up and let us all in I sat with Ellie up the back of the classroom and we just made up inside jokes again the whole lesson.