Significance of You

XXI

Planet Blue Eyes. Perhaps one of the most creative yet accurate nicknames I've ever given in my life. I love absolutely everything about this nickname. It's something I love with all of my heart. This girl, she is my other half. I will tell her daily that she is my best friend. My favorite person in all the world. My very own soulmate, if you will. I'll proudly tell everyone else as well. I know, I know, I'm young. But she's my best friend. She makes me feel so comfortable and so happy that's just how we are.

Before I get any further, into this, I'd like to state that we aren't romantically involved. Everyone will assume that we are but we aren't. She's someone I could never be romantically involved with for the simple fear that if it goes wrong, I will lose her. And I can't deal with that loss. She truly is the one person who I love more than myself. She's become such a big part of my life and I can't imagine my life without her. I don't know if there was a time where I was ever upset with her.

Her nickname was truly something that I had to think about. I thought about what it was that I loved the most about her and I thought about how it made me feel. I loved her blue eyes. And when I looked at them, they were like these two little planets in her eyes. So she became my Planet Blue Eyes. That's always going to be her nickname. Nobody else's. It's something she knows is only hers. She probably already knows that this chapter is hers. She probably knew from the first three words of this chapter. That's how special she is in my life.

One of the best moments I've had with her is when I met her. We went to a water park near my house and we were supposed to meet up to hang out. We did and first we stopped and ate some nachos but after that, we got to go on the lazy river and on the orange slide that they have there. We stopped and we took a picture of us and it's probably one of my favorite pictures to this day. I loved hanging out with her that I started a theme. When I see her, I take a picture with her and post it with the caption "Angels exist. Exhibit __" and finish with whatever letter comes next.

Not only is she my best friend now, I'm praying that she stays in my life for the rest of it. She makes it so much easier to be a kid and to be happy when she's around. I haven't seen her in a while but I hope I get to see her soon. I love her with all that I have and I never hesitate to tell her so. She truly is an amazing individual and all I want for her is the very best.