Significance of You

XIII

I'm not sure where to start here. Her name is truly what she is. You'd understand if you knew what her name was. I wanted to put it in here but I'm not putting anyone's name in here. That was a commitment I made to myself. Anyway, she is nothing short of what her name is. She has this way of making you feel like you are so very special. She motivated me to do better. She knew when to call me out for doing wrong. She knew how to put me on the right track for my future.

To me, she was always this popular girl who probably would've never looked my way. But she did. She looked my way and decided we were friends. From that day on, we built a strange friendship. I never hugged her. Never really got super close with her. But I could tell her anything. It wasn't until I got into a car crash that everything changed. After that, I couldn't remember some things. I confided in her and told her about it and she didn't judge me for it. She told me that what I had forgotten will come back.

I forgotten that I had never hugged her before and I started hugging her in the halls. I'd come up to her and ask her how her day was and I was just a completely different person to her. She described me as happy and bubbly after my crash. After that, we became so much closer. I loved hanging out with her and seeing her and if she was upset, I had to make that right. I did all I could to make those green eyes light up with joy. I did all I could to bring that beautiful smile to her lips.

It took me three years of knowing her to finally get close to her and she's now my sister. I love her and would do absolutely anything for her. It hurts me to see her hurt but it brings me immense joy when I see that she's doing so good for herself. She graduated this last May. I'm beyond proud of her for that. She promised me that she'll come visit me for lunch when school comes back in session. I promised her she would see me at her house whenever she gets one. This is how we are.

This relationship is an important one. I've grown to love her with all of my heart and I look up to her. Not physically of course because she's quite short but don't tell her I said that. She scares me when she's mad. She's always been one of my biggest supporters. She's so kind and loving that I just want her in my life forever. I want her to be the aunt that my kids can't wait to see. I want her to be the godmother of my children because I know I can rely on her to take care of them. She is my rock. She will be theirs as well.