the beauty of everything

self worth...

I used to think that once you found someone who loved you, you would finally be able to love yourself.
I never knew how wrong I was until no boys ever talked to me growing up.

But as the months past,
I became frustrated with the concept of finding someone to fix me,
because I figured out that,
all I needed to do
was find the proper tools and fix me up myself.
I figured out,
that I couldn't rely on people to make me love the person I am,
the person I would eventually grow into.

So I stopped.

I stopped relying on people to do things for me and started doing them myself.
I stopped over thinking the clothes I wore and just started owing them.
I stopped worrying about what other people might say and started thinking about ways I could renovate myself into an outlet to encourage people to work on loving themselves as well.

I think that helped,
I mean,
how can you expect anyone to love you.
Care for you.
Live life with you.
When you don't want to do any of that yourself.