**Cameron's P.O.V.**
Desserea nuzzles into my chest and slowly takes shallow breaths. I can tell she's worried.
"Babe, it's gonna be okay." I kiss her head.
"I just want our baby girl to be safe," her crackling voice tells me that we don't have much time before another break down. Nash disappeared and still hasn't come back, probably because of Hayes. I feel so bad for Hayes and Rosalie. They are so young, and Hayes is so sick.
"As long as I'm living, she'll be safe. If I hear her yelp, I'll be there. If I hear her sniffle, I'm by her side. Eleanor is my baby girl, and nothing can change that. I love her, and always will. Nothing can change that," I don't wanna be like my parents, or like Desserea's.
Even though mine only fought when I was young, Desserea has a whole different story.
"Cam, I need to go do something real quick. I'll be right back," Des stands up and walks over to Alandra. She grabs her arm and pulls her into the other room. I'm gonna trust her, and not follow her.
But after ten minuets pass, I start to get curious. I walk to the edge of the other room and try to stay invisible. Their voices are muffled, but clear enough for me to somewhat understand what they're saying.
"How do I tell him, he'll be so mad?" Des worries.
"Just calm down. If he really does love you, he'll be happy about it. I promise it'll all be okay." Alandra explains to Desserea.
"But how should I tell him, without him freaking out or me having another psychotic break down?"
"Ask him if you can talk to him alone for a moment, grab his hands, look deep into his eyes, and then tell him."
"But how?"
"Take a deep breath, and then tell him' Cameron, I'm pregnant.'." What?! Desserea is pregnant?!
I step in," What? Why didn't you tell me?". Her jaw drops, leaving her mouth like a wide black abyss. Des looks at Alandra, and then runs off in tears. "Desserea!" I head towards her, but Alandra pulls me back.
"How could she not tell me this!" I ask her.
"Cameron, she didn't want this. Don't freak out. She didn't know how to tell you, and she couldn't hide it cause eventually you'd find out. Don't make her feel any worse." she tells me.
"I'm not mad that she's pregnant, I'm mad that she was afraid to tell me. She shouldn't be afraid to tell me things like this!" I argue.
"She was afraid that you were gonna do this! She was afraid that you were gonna get mad." she looks into my eyes. "If you really love Desserea, you would be there for her during all this. She really needs support. One child has been at risk for almost a year and the other one is already at risk.".
"I just can't believe it," I run my fingers through my hair and sigh.
"You should go talk to her."
"I'll go find her," I leave to go find Desserea. I can already tell that this is going to be another disaster.
It's starts with an emotional breakdown, then a fight, next thing you know I'm sleeping on the couch. This life wasn't meant to be a fairy tale, it was meant to be a tragedy. A horrible and devastating tragedy.
Sorry it's short. I've barely had anytime to write today. Some of you are asking if I've met the boys, an the answer is no. I haven't met them and I probably won't cause I can't really afford to go to the events that they go to (vidcon, Magcon, etc). Thank you for all the votes and comments! Night lovelies!
-Rose🌹
