I looked in his eyes as he searched mine for a reply. I gulped. He likes me? Jason likes me? I knew something was there but even warren has picked up on the fact that this shits serious and it's not just a harmless crush that Jason has. I wasn't prepared to be hit with this so soon.
"You like me?" I teased, pinching his cheek. He swatted my hand away and let go of my other hand, "don't be a dick calla, this is serious" he spoke sternly, a rush of guilt filled me. "I know I barely know you but fuck you're different and it annoys me that I've fallen for you this quick" Jason looked away from me, his jaw clenched. I took his hand in mine and interlaced our fingers again, I placed my hand on his face and tuned it so he was looking at me, "hey" I whispered, rubbing my thumb over a small scar on his cheek that I had never noticed before until I was in this environment with him, "you're on my mind a lot and if that means I like you back then I like you back. This life you live isn't the best but it's part of you, I don't want you to change anything for me" I confessed to Jason, "I'll change for you, warren is right. I can't bring you into this mess. " he smiled.
I looked into his eyes one last time before looking at his lips, I released our interlocked fingers and placed my other hand on the side of his face. He stared at me. I stared back before leaning close to him, "I'll adapt to anything for you, as long as you let me enjoy some of this life with you" I whispered against his lips before placing a gentle kiss on them. He smiled against me before deepening the kiss slightly, his hand running up my leg towards my underwear.
He reached the hem and rested his hand on it, he broke the kiss and licked his lips, " would you kill for me, baby?" He questioned, "mhmm, if you'd the same" i responded. "Good, because getting involved with my shit is gonna come at a cost. It's something you may have to do. In cold blood and in warm blood." "As long as you're there to patch up my wounds" I kissed him. " but, I can't lose my job so keep my name out of your mouth because I'm gonna have to do the same" I clarified.
What am I getting myself in to? This boy has me whipped but I have a weird urge to be a part of this fucked up world. I love my job though and I can't risk anybody finding out I'm with one of our past and possible current cases, for my own sake and for Jason's sake. He's lucky I'm the only person who has ever actually seen his file, there's no way he'd be able to walk into my place of work if people knew, especially after the gun incident. He's lucky to have snuck in even once since then. My teenage self is still in there somewhere, although I never killed someone, I wasn't scared to strike a knife across someone's body if I had to... for my own protection of course. But, I have matured and changed so I have no choice but to keep this relationship under wraps.
He took the pillow from my lap and threw it across the carpet, his eyes became hungry as he pushed me back against the couch. His lips connecting with mine as he did so, I wrapped my leg around his waist and pulled him down towards me. His hand travelled once again up my leg to the hem of my underwear, his lips stayed connected to mine as his tongue asked for entrance against my lips. I granted and let out a soft moan as his hand continued to mess with the hem of my underwear. Was the boy gonna do something or not? Shit.
I heard the door open, "fuck bro, not on the couch!" A familiar voice exclaimed. Jason pulled away from me as he sat up. He extended his hand to me to help me up, I took it. I looked towards the door to see, "Ben!?" I questioned, shaking my head just in case I was dreaming. "Calla" he spoke, not looking at me. He threw his keys onto a near by counter and took his shoes off.
I looked at Jason and lightly slapped his arm, "well now it makes sense why you're always near the coffee shop" I pointed to Jason, "and why you knew my name , it wasn't because of the coffee at all was it?" I pointed at Ben, "wait is this why you stopped flirting with me also? Did Jason threaten you?" I asked, both of them were looking at me like it was me who found them two caught in the act. "No I-" Jason began but Ben interrupted "yes he did" he grabbed his shoes in his hand and headed towards the stairs.
"Are you mad" Jason asked, I laughed. Ben stopped and looked at me after I laughed, "no, it's kinda funny" I grinned. Both Ben and Jason let out a simultaneous sigh of relief, "I'm more mad at the fact he just disturbed us" I smirked. Ben blushed, "sorry" "s'all good" I reassured him, he smiled at us once more and headed upstairs.
Jason's hand moved back towards my underwear, I slapped it away, "I'm not in the mood now" I teased. He groaned, " are you fucking kidding me?"
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Pretty evil
FanfictionYou're pretty evil girl. So is your new man. -- This fan fiction was originally written in 2015 and continued in 2018 This is a Jason McCann fan fiction.