Pretty evil

Chapter 11- Its in your blood

It was around seven in the morning, I had barely slept because I was kinda nervous staying in Jason's house for the first time, and also in his bed. I slept with just my calvins on as my body was hot against Jason's. After our encounter with Ben we chilled on the sofa for a bit before heading to bed. I was offered a guest room but I was feeling all the love from that night and decided to stay with Jason instead. The room around me was pure white, white sheets, white walls, white curtains, white floors etc. There was a balcony attached to Jason's room that overlooked a lake- I hadn't noticed this previously as I had only spent time in the living room.

I lifted my head from Jason's chest and sat up, I hugged my legs against my chest and rested my right cheek on my knees. The warm light from outside seeped in through the small gaps between each curtain, and drew my attention to Jason's soft features, he rested peacefully, his mouth slightly parted. I smiled to myself as I watched him for a moment before closing my eyes, my face still rested on the sheet that covered my knees.

I felt a hand on the small of my back, "You sleeping sat up, babe?" Jason asked, his voice soft but raspy. I opened my eyes slightly. He was squinting because of the light. I sighed happily and closed my eyes again my face remaining against my knees, "no, I'm relaxing" I clarified, he chuckled as I heard him sit up. He moved my hair from off my shoulder and placed a kiss right next to my bra strap, I opened my eyes slightly again. He was smiling at me, "you're so cute" i slapped my hand over my mouth, that slipped out. He laughed again and placed a soft but long kiss on my left cheek, I closed my eyes again and leaned into his lips, "touché" he whispered, I smiled and lifted my head up, "touché" I mocked, he seemed to like that word.

"Do you want a massage?" He asked sitting up more, I nodded. He moved towards me, placing his legs on each side of me. I rested my hands on his thighs as he planted another kiss on my shoulder, he began to rub them and I instantly became relaxed.

I moaned slightly, he was good at this. "Shouldn't this be the other way round?" I asked, feeling his breath on my neck,"no, this is to make up for all the coffee's I've made you drop" he kissed beneath my ear, continuing to message all the stress knots in my back. This was good but I honestly would've rather him bought me the coffee he owed me. I laughed to myself, "what's funny?" He questioned, "nothing-nothing at all."

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I sat at the breakfast counter as Jason continued to cook, looking out the glass windows the sun reflected on the lake outside and blinded me slightly. I blinked a few times before turning to look back towards him. He walked over towards our plates and poured the contents of the pan onto them. Scrambled eggs, my favourite. I watched him intently as he sat down across from me, he picked up his fork and began to eat. I did the same. The silence was comfortable, I was happy to just sit watching him forever.

"I've knows you for barely two months and you've already taken over my brain" I confessed, he looked up at me, a smirk evident on his lips "hmm?" "You've got me whipped boy" I joked , he laughed. Why was I saying all this to him, I was still unsure on if I was just sexually attracted to him or emotionally attracted to him. I was also unsure of what we were, he never technically asked for me to be his girlfriend.

I put my fork down and walked around to his side of the breakfast bar, he watched my every move. When I reached him, I tapped his leg. He moved to the side and I hopped on his lap, my legs dangling over his. He wrapped his arms around my waist, I placed one arm around his neck and my other hand found its way to his chin. I lifted his chin slightly and rubbed my thumb over his bottom lip. I looked down at him and he looked up at me, his eye contact was like no other. I was about to kiss him but someone clearing their throat stopped me, both myself and Jason turned our heads towards the source of the noise.

A blonde haired boy stood looking at us, I hadn't seen him before... this must be the last member of their gang. He looked slightly older than the rest of the boys, maybe 25 or so. Although he to had tattoos covering his arms. Jason tapped my thigh and smiled at me, I hopped off his lap. He began collecting together our dishes, "morning Aj" Jason walked over and bumped fists with him, before walking back to me and placing the dishes in the sink.

I stood there awkwardly, biting my lip. "This is Calla" he introduced me, I smiled.

Aj made his way over to the breakfast bar, his eyes fixed on me as he grabbed an apple from the fruit bowl that sat in the middle. He took a bite, "sup? It's nice to meet you" he mumbled, his mouth full of fruit. He extended his free hand and I shook it, "Jason speaks highly of you" Aj stated, I turned my head towards Jason and furrowed my eyebrows, sending him a warm smile, "does he" I asked, Aj mumbled as Jason blushed. Aj took another bite of his apple, it became awkward again.

"Well..." Jason cleared his throat, "you missed breakfast" he joked to Aj, placing the last of the dishes into the sink. Aj laughed, "fuck you, I always make you breakfast" "you were asleep" "you were preoccupied and didn't think about me more like" Aj pointed towards me slyly, Jason chuckled placing his arm over my shoulder. "Can you blame me?" "Of course not, I'd be preoccupied too bro" he took one last bite of his apple and threw it into a near by trash can. I wanted to just melt away, this situation was so awkward to me. My insides were cringing.

"Listen, I know you wanna just chill today with your girl but you've been away a lot recently and we need you to get back to work" Aj's expression turned serious, he took a seat at the breakfast bar across from where Jason and I were standing. Jason took his arm from over my shoulder and stepped away from me a little bit. He grabbed something off the counter and began to play with it in his hand, "Warrens been on my ass about that job we were supposed to do the other month. I told him it would be done by now, but you're the one who's coordinating it all and you haven't been present" Aj continued, "I'm not being shady by the way-" he chuckled "- I'm just saying, we have a job to do and you haven't been doing it"

I looked at Jason and he glanced at me from the corner of his eye as he continued to play with the thing in his hand..it looked like a bit of plastic, "I get that but bro, I don't want t-" " he'll do it, just not today. Tomorrow maybe?" I interrupted Jason, he looked at me with a confused look on his face, "we talked about this, you're not changing anything for me. This shits in your blood no matter how much I want to dislike it. This is your job, now I propose that when I return back to work tomorrow-"

I paused, running my hands down my face with a sigh, "- that so do you. All I ask is you don't get yourself killed and you don't mention anything you get up to unless I ask because-" I paused again, taking his hand in mine "- like, I don't wanna pretend that you have a normal job or anything, that's not what I'm saying. and yeah maybe sometime I will wanna know what you do, but as for right now I don't really wanna know about torture methods or whatever the hell you do to get what you want." I squeezed Jason's hand, I could feel Aj's eyes burning into my side, I continued again "but that doesn't mean you guys have to tip toe around me all the time, I'm not gonna rat you guys out despite my job or whatever. I'd just rather not hear about the details for now"

I know it's so uncool being cool with Jason's job, I've read his files and I know what sorta stuff he gets up to but if I was to tell him to change it would be rich coming from me. I haven't exactly always been the angel I tell myself I am. Someday they'll be a situation where I'll have no other choice but to get involved, I'm more than prepared to do that but as for now, my life is good. My job is perfect and my boyfr- my whatever he is is treating me better than I've ever been treated before. I know I'm in denial and that my bubble is gonna be burst some day but I wanna savour this for as long as I can. I'll be there to patch him up whenever he needs it, that's all that matters and I know for a fact Jason isn't done with this life, there's no way he was actually gonna give all this up for me, no matter how much he tried to convince himself.

"Okay" Jason announced, he looked at me then to Aj, "tomorrow"