This me

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If I am gonna be like this always,
I hate getting attached to the people.
If I will be feeling these feelings,
then I am better off alone.

If I am just told to be understood but not done so,
then I am okay not being heard and be with someone.
If I am today insensitive to this tickling feelings,
then I would love to be untickled for my lifelong.

I am happy no matter how alone I am,
I may not have been always like this.
I am okay to the people even if I am not okay with myself,
even if I spent my nights with tearful eyes, I am okay.

As this is my life and always this would be like this,
I am have been accepting it as this is it what I can feel.
I am grateful for everything that I felt and made me happy,
Nothing stands forever and I will be gloomy as always I am.

I am happy that no one understands me and hears me,
as this how it has always been and this how it will be,
always a trash in life which shown as the precious thing,
always will be used and left when usage is done.

No one is at the fault but I myself am responsible for myself,
It is me who made me like this and I can't change myself,

I am the one who made life this miserable who cry like rain more than this monsoon,
I feel like this thunderstorm and thunderlight are more generous than people to me.




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