Loneliness

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I feel alone
even they say they are with me
I feel alone

even when I smile from my heart
I feel like I am alone
when there is the time I am happy
I feel like loneliness wrapping
when I cry whole night wetting my pillow
They say that they are with me
whenever they know about me
but when I actually have something to tell
I am at the utmost level of loneliness
I try to recover with smiles and jokes
and like merry go round, I am there again
I feel like I have accepted this as my friend
that I have forgotten how to be close with people
I talk and talk and talk like non-stop
but still my heart tells me it's sad
I am still alone at last
Because of who I am and how I am
I tried changing myself
But I failed to let circumstances
take me and make me a whole new me
because those hands aren't there to hold me
to tell me that I am going in wrong way
Who am I, not even I can tell you
but loneliness can definitely tell you. 

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