Inner chaos

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Thinking out loud isn't always easy

I want to be calm as sea

but everything is just making me 

feel so chaotic as it can be.


Someone told me things like

I need to vent out what's inside

to the person I can trust and confide

but I fail each time with another try.


Am I so bad that no one likes to listen?

Am I so ugly that no one wants to be near me?

Am I so pathetic that everyone has sympathy?

Am I so miserable that I am better off lonely?


But what only I know is I am strong

I am chanting this to myself

I can handle anything that can happen

I won't break down again

even if I end up lonely

for who I am 

and for whom I want to be..


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