Before I end myself,
I just want to smile a bit,Before I close my eyes,
I just want to see a smile some more.Is it so hard to accept me?
Like how I am in real?
Is it really okay to judge me?
or to judge in place of me?As all, I am having is these messy thoughts
Which has crippled my mind,
numbed my growling positive vibes,
are you actually there for me?
or you were just giving away free sympathy?I may not look strong but I am not weak
I may not be expressive as I am tired of explaining,
I am not silent but still, I don't speak much,as you make me doubt if you are still comparing me,
I don't doubt easily but you are trying to mess with me.Do you think that I am giving up easily?
As I haven't had the record of giving up easily
Do you think that I am more than a gloomy?
As I am smiling more and am happy more than you think
So do you really think you know me?
As I am having messy thoughts just because I know me.*A messy thought after long gap*

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Coffee Break
شِعر"Coffee Break" is a collection of thoughts in the form of poetry that has helped to express many suppressed emotions and circumstances those are just on in the life. I don't write pretty well but I hope that you would comment on the pieces those are...