Guns And Roses

Plan

I had a plan. I won't let anyone tear me down.  I am strong.
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Since the wedding is this weekend my mum told me to go shopping for my honeymoon. Like wtf mum. Everyone was acting so good that if I wasn't the one who is getting married I would believe that the  marriage was real.

"Allison, Mrs.Dolan will join us at shopping today" my mum added while she was driving. I rolled my eyes as a reply. She is just- ugh!
The whole family who I thought would protect me is destroying me. They let another man have me. I would never forgive them for that. And my dear Ocean... I haven't talked to him for a while. He didn't stay at home since the ball. It was like he was escaping from the family stuff.
Also about Grayson... I have been ignoring him. No, not because they told me to, I told you I had a plan.

The hot wind hit my face as I got out of the car.  It wasn't a fresh weather.

"Oh, you must be Allison!" a woman greets me who has hazel eyes and a sharp jawline just like the twins. She actually seemed cute.

"Umm, yeah that's me. It's really nice to meet with you madame" i greet back.
Her eyes were sparkling. I think she liked me. 
"Now I understand why my boys are fighting over you, you are so adorable." She says and I freeze for a second. Then smile a little bit to hide my shock.
"Don't worry I know that you are not a fan of this whole marriage thing but don't worry I support you Allison. Ethan can be cold outside but when you get to know him he is such a cute boy. You don't have to love him but maybe you guys can be friends?" She continues to talk.
"Thanks you Mrs. Dolan, that's really sweet of you." I reply. And she gave me a satisfied smile. Grayson always tells me that her mum is like his best friend. He must be the one who told her about me. I mean I don't think that Ethan even remembers my name.

The shopping day went surprisingly good. I might have  or might have not had fun.
I was also mad at myself because I had been a crybaby for the whole week. That was totally not me.  Crying and being weak was totally not me.  I was a cold hearted bitch who was hiding behind her cinnamon roll mask. 

When we arrive back to the car everyone was talking about the wedding. Also Mrs.Dolan was there with us, coming over. All of those voices were just noises that I wasn't concentrated to. I was thinking about myself.

Game on. "My dear plan starts now" i think.  I was also smirking while thinking about it and giving myself the green light to start.

Let me tell you something about my plan. It includes:
- My dearest Grayson to be safe and loved.
-Ethan ..... ;)
- ... and my family Ocean helping me.

I get my phone and text Ethan these words. Not caring about how he will react but I was hundred percent sure that he was going to come over like a prey comes to its predator.

" I want you"