Guns And Roses

Hell

Weeks passed like that while me and Grayson secretly dated. I haven't heard from Ethan for a long time which made it easier for me to love Gray.

One day we secretly met again. But this time it wasn't a secret anymore. That day I felt like someone was watching but didn't care. I wish I did...

We met as much as we could. I was madly in love.

After our family breakfast, which became a tradition after the ball. Scott asked me to come to his room. I was suspicious at first but then decided not to care.

As we walked to his room I could feel that he was feeling tense.

When we got in he locked the door. I could smell his playboy perfume from every corner of his room.

"So what Scooott?" I ask playfully

"How could you do that to dad?" he shouts to me.

"What are you talking about Scott?!" I shout back.

"I am talking about your little secret with Grayson Dolan!"

Graysons name kept repeating in my head. He knew it but how?
I was mad. How could he support my dad in a situation like this?
All I did was to date with the man I love when he forced me to get married to a stranger when I was 18!

"How could you ask me this Scott?" I shout madly. "I thought you would understand me! He is the bad guy, not me!"
"He forced me to get married to a MURDERER when I was 18 and all I did was to be with the man I love! Is it too much to ask?"

"Allison I am embarrassed of you..." His words hit me like a truck. He was my brother, how could he...

"FUCK YOU AND YOUR OPINION SCOTT ARGENT!" I scream.
I was pretty sure that all of my siblings could've  heard us.
I walked to the door until he held my arm in an aggressive way.

I pushed his arm and made him fell down. "Don't test me brother" I reply to my action as he looked at me angrily.

"I will kill him" he said

"What?" I stopped for a second

"You heard me. If you continue to see him, I will kill him." Scott replies.

"You can't, my dad or Mr. Dolan would not let you."

"Think Ally, if they find out they would kill him themselves."

Shit, he was right.
I felt weak. I was terrified.
I sat to the floor and started to cry.
I couldn't help it.
It was the truth.
I felt my body temperature getting hotter and giving me a headache.

"It's for you own good sister" Scott says as he hugged me.

"Stay away from me!" I shout and push him away.
"You are killing me Scott! You are not helping you are just destroying me!" I reply.

I think as I cry about what to do.
I didn't know what to do. My life was fucked. The idea of him getting hurt broke my heart. It felt like it didn't want to beat if that has happened.

I love Grayson so much that I can't be selfish about him. I needed to let him go. I can't risk him to get hurt because of me.

God I love him so much that I can't be selfish about him even though I knew that without him I will be destroyed.

I believe that Karma is a bitch if you are ; and I also know that I have been the biggest bitch ever so looks like its my turn to pay. But don't forget that the biggest bitch never plays fair and when it comes to my loved ones, I won't let anyone hurt them. It's just my policy.
18 years of training pays off .
I should just close my feelings and do what I need to do which  isn't a good thing.

Welcome to my hell