Guns And Roses

Morning sunshine

Allison's pov :

"Morning everyone" i say as i walk towards Aubrey and Grayson.

what a couple huh?

"Hey! Good Morning. We haven't met officially so I'm Aubrey." she replies with a fake but actually friendly smile. Weird dude.

"I'm very glad to finally meet with you" i smile back as my eyes meet with Grayson.
I could feel that he was begging me with his eyes not to give up on him.
sorry babyboy

"so did you like it around here?" i ask

"Yes, Ally it's great but i still wonder something about the architecture that i would like to discuss with you in private" Gray says before even letting Aubrey to answer.

I didn't want to reject a chance to be alone with him.

After having a small talk with Aubrey Grayson walked me to the garden where i have just came from.

As soon as he makes sure that no one is around he pulls me towards himself and grabs my face immediately.
He was starving for anything he could hear from me to let him kiss me or anything that could mean that i still want him.

I didn't talk or moved

I just stared at his eyes

Even though they were twins, Grays' eyes were nothing like Ethan's.

For one second, i wondered if i still felt the same for him since his eyes didn't make me drown in them.

I suddenly pulled him for a deep kiss.
I could understand that he craved this kiss for a long time by the way he moved his lips.

I didn't feel the butterflies

Maybe i was still under the effect of dopamine pills i took.

I pushed him away slowly as i turn my head to side

"what's wrong" Gray asks trying to see my face

"i'm sorry, i will get married to your brother. This has to and and it is ending now Grayson. This was the very last one." i reply not having eye contact with him.
"I will ask my father to get marries with you" he insists giving me a great shock

"what?"

"you heard me"

"there's no way your father will approve that! Even if he says ok wh  at about the press and enemies? They all will take advantage of the situation. Stop being selfish this whole thing isn't only about us Grayson, grow up." i say with a mature tone trying to convince him.

"Can't you understand that I fucking love you? I don't care!"

"You don't love me. Stop it."

he grabs my arm roughly " we will ve together at the end and i will do everything i can to make it happen"

" stop being ridiculous you sound like a psychopath. There is no us. Me and Ethan is all that matters. Go and have a happy life with Aubrey and I mean it." i say but i didn't mean it. I intend to hurt him so he would stay away and take my arm back from him.

" Is Aubrey the reason?"

"Oh my god Grayson! Why you try so hard to not understand! I don't want you!" i shout as my body feel up with guilt. Hurting him hurt me

He stepped back for a second nearly losing his balance

He realizes Ethan staring at us from the glass door

I was just watching his every single movement trying to predict what he is going to do next

"this isn't over Allison" he breathes out and leaves the garden walking by Ethan.

I give out a huge breath and sit on the grass.

I could hear Ethan walking towards me but didn't care to look at him.

"So.. you cut him off?" he asks as he gently sits next to me.
Ethan felt like the only person I could be honest with at that moment
There was something about him that made me want to trust him. Something that felt like he would understand me.
Could he?
He always out his cold mask away when he was alone with me and I knew it.
I lay my head on his shoulder.
"I had to" i reply

He cuddles me

It felt so cozy and safe

Most dangerous guy in the world made me feel the safest.
God what an irony

"You still didn't answer my question" He continues.

I look up to his face wondering what he is going to say next

"Do you like him?"

If it was an hour ago i wouldn't have an answer with all the confusion in my heart
but now..

"Not anymore" i say cuddling him even more.

"i kne- wait what?" he was shocked

I just stared at the green grass as i drown in my feelings

"We will work this out" I say knowing the questions on his mind

"I want to work this out. I won't play games anymore nor I will make any plans. I give up Ethan. I want to do this together with you if you also are ok with it" I say with a voice that defines my gave up situation.

He grabs my face between his hands checking my face out.

" No more games" he says and smiles

"Well, that's what you think  baby" i think as i give him a smile back.