The Dark Souls •H.S•

•- T.H.I.R.T.Y_T.H.R.E.E -•

"Emily." She said, her sweet and calm voice reaching my soul and calms my soul in this chaos,

"Mom." I whisper, and before I even realise, my feet takes me to her quickly with my tied hands. She embraces me in a warm hug while I nuzzle into her hair. The smell of lavender in her hair makes me smile.

"I missed you." I said, a tear trickling down my cheek.

"I missed you too, darling." She soothingly said, while she still keeps me in her arms. She pulls away, making my heart drop in disappointment. I wanted to stay in her arms for a little longer.

"Didn't I tell you to listen to your heart?" She said, with a frown on her face making me frown.

"So, it was you? It was you, who whispered into my ears that day?" I asked her in bewilderment, referring to the day when I chose this stupid decision.

"Yes, it was me. I bet you forgot about the dream you had too." She said with a soft smile and I look at her in confusion,

"Dream? What dream?" I asked her and she just shakes her head,

"You will remember when it's all over." She said, not clearing my confusion. My confusion has been dug deeper by what she said.

"So, answer me. Why aren't you listening to your heart, darling?" She asked me, her voice so soft as if she is talking to a baby.

"I- I did listen to my heart!" I defend myself like a small child. She gently shakes her head in disapproval.

"This is what you really wanted?" She said, spreading her arms towards the fight making me look that way. I close my eyes and let out a sad sigh.

"But-" I started but she stops me,

"Is this what your heart wanted you to do?" Mom asked again, and I just stare at her without saying anything.

"N- I- I don't know!" I said in frustration, while plopping my head on my palms.

"What do I do, mom?" I asked her in urgency, my heart felt weak and started to waver. This is not what I really wanted, I don't want to kill Harry or any of them. Then why, why am I doing this? Revenge? Revenge for what?

I look at mom with a look of vulnerability. She just sighs softly and smiles warmly at me.

"Oh my poor girl, what has Amanda done?" Mom stated sadly,

"Amanda? You mean her?" I asked, pointing at mother, who is currently fighting against Harry.

"Yes." Mum said and I look at her with confusion,

"Wha- what do you mean?" I asked her, my words lacing with confusion,

"It wasn't Harry who killed us, it was Amanda who killed us." Mum said, while looking right into my eyes.