The night is cold
Like your words
When they were turned to stone
And throw to my heart
Bruising and breaking it again
I can cry
And I can scream
But all I feel is the pain they bring
No matter how long your gone
You don't care about all those things
That only you promised
Call me a slut
Call me needy
That's what they all say
Maybe that just me
Maybe the people who told me to die
Had there reasons
Hell my mom said it too
All I can seem to do
Is fuck you up
And fuck the world over
And maybe that's because my time
Is over
But you don't change your status
And well I changed mine...
Cause even if I love you
Your no longer mine...
You left me again
And well that hurts
So I hope the tears are okay
Cause they are the only way I can show you my pain
I said I'm sorry
But that didn't work
So do I try again
But use different words
I'll admit
I'm a slut
That wants attention
That fucked up my life
With what was a pure intention
So with the words
I can barley speak
I'll tell you I'm sorry love
For my soul to keep
And as my heart slows
And the doc
Is rushing
And I'm in a gown I know
Is never a blessing
I walk the halls
Trying to find you again
Looking for the lips I once kissed
The hair that once shined in my finger tips
The words that took my breathe away
But now I'm dear
You hate me for all I can say
And I know this is a lot about you
So I'm sorry
If that makes you hate me more now for you
But I get weaker by the hour
And hurt more by the thoughts of us
Turned sour
So I'll take another drink
Maybe another pill
And as the memories stay
I'll try again
And again
Till I'm gone from the sorrow
I've been givin
So as I lie in the dark
And search in the light
For what once brought me my smiles
I hope your happy
Now that my breath
Has been at its last..
And forever say
I love you
Dear
But after the pain
Of your hate
And pushing me away
This is good bye
And now you can be happy at last
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Poems.... Of Those Words Never Said
PoesíaWords of a broken soul and hopeless dreamer shouted out for the whole world to see