Ignorant By Default

Ellipsis

remember that day

you told me you'll always care about me?

i don't know how,

but you managed to find an ending to always

regardless,

i scroll down my contact list everyday

and your number can still be found

amongst numerous digits.

sometimes i want to trick myself

into sending you a message,

but we don't talk anymore.

i wanted a truce-

you opted out

and i'm relieved you did.

you pushed me away even further

and with that

whatever fucks i had left for you.

i asked for civility,

but hostality's your speciality.

you're a bitch.

i get it

and i understand,

unfortunately i'll always understand.

i thought you were the one,

however in your eyes,

i was one of many,

but you were just that good of a liar

and i too naive.

i became Hiroshima and Nagasaki

and you the mother of all shitstorms-

mind blowing,

Always and forever...