maybe i deserve this life.

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he couldn't move. eddie was frozen in fear. the plan to rescue eddie was a complete backfire, eddie knew deep down it was never a good idea and he was right.

he watched the trees pass by as he sat in the backseat of the cop car on his way to a foster home. tears began slipping down his cheeks as memories began flashing through his mind.

flashback

"-and that's why you need to help this boy. he is being abused and needs protection from his mother but no one has done anything. he deserves love." richie told the officer everything as eddie sat there emotionless. tears were forming in richies eyes mostly out of anger from how badly eddie was treated. the rest of the losers club all agreed in sync.

they thought the plan would surely work, they had no idea they would seperate eddie.

the same day the told the officers everything was the same day eddies world came falling apart. they told him that he had to be temporarily placed in a foster home while they figure out the legal issues. the foster home was two cities over from derry, almost a 3 hour drive.

present

eddie began sobbing as he remembered the losers shouting at the car he was in. the kind words of "this isn't over ed's!" coming from the group.

he cried himself to sleep for the 3 hour drive that was to come. once he awoke he was met with a pretty fancy house to his surprise and a couple waiting at the door.

they spoke to eddie but all he heard was where his room was and then he walked right past them, he couldn't hear anything else other then the losers club voices. he was completely numb and just wanted to sleep and that's exactly what he did.

but reality was eddie couldn't sleep. all he kept telling himself was, maybe he deserved this life. the life of sorrow and pain but maybe he deserved it all because he wasn't normal like everyone else.

yet in the middle of his sobbing he heard a knock on his window which was frightening since he was on the second floor. he cautiously heads to his window and opens it.

"richie what the fuck?!" he whisper shouted as he saw the curly headed boy standing at the bottom with a hand full of pebbles.

"hey ed's" he said giving a smile that warmed eddies heart completly. richie was all eddie needed.

a/n
sorry for typos i didn't have time to proof read :((
& lol bitch i'm not dead just lazy anyways this chapter is mostly a filler chapter the next chapter is gonna be like "bitch whatttt?" lolz so yeah look forward 2 dat ALSO listen to the song as you read bc it makes it so much sadder tbh. & sorry for such a short chapter i promise i'll get back on my writing soon!!!

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