Chasing Cars

Chapter 48

Two left till 50!!

Taylors Pov

I sulked throughout the rest of the night. I didn't even want to go to Shawn's concert, but im still supporting him. Even though he broke my heart, I'm still trying to be there for him. It didn't help when I saw Matt and Carter together. It was awkward at first, but I just nodded and smiled, knowing Matt was right for him. Hed do him good.

"Are you ok?" Nash walked up to me, hanging his arm around my shoulder.

"Yeah," I nodded my head, even though inside I felt like dying.

He smiles before walking back over to Cam, holding him against his chest and kissing his cheeks.

Why can't I have that with Shawn?

Why can't he love me as much as Nash loves Cam?

Shawn finally came downstairs, and let me tell you he looked GOOD. But I ignored it, getting in the limo with everyone else. Mahogany sat next to me, telling me about this tie dyed head band she saw on Amazon. We talked for awhile, until I kinda just stopped, staring out the window. I was more than glad when we got out of the limo.

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We were sitting front row, watching Shawn sing. When he ended everyone stood up and clapped.

"This next song is very important to me. It's the one that started my whole career. Life of the Party."

I felt tears brim in my eyes, the song that started it all.

'I love it when you just don't care

I love it when you dance like there's nobody there

So when it gets hard, don't be afraid

We don't care what them people say

I love it when you don't take no

I love it when you do what you want cause you just said so

Let them all go home, we out late

We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary

Make your best mistakes

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary

Hearts are gonna break

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

Together we can just let go

Pretend like there's no one else here that we know

Slow dance fall in love as the club track plays

We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary

Make your best mistakes

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary

Hearts are gonna break

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

Come out tonight, come out tonight

There's no one standing in your way

Come out tonight, come out tonight

We don't care what them people say

We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary

Make your best mistakes

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary

Hearts are gonna break

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Life of the party

So don't let them keep you down

Oh you know you can't give up

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party'

I couldn't handle it anymore. I got up and started leaving, pushing through the row and mumbling worries and excuse mes as I walked by.

"I have an announcement to make." I kept walking, ignoring Shawn's words.

"There's this guy, he's here tonight." I stopped at the exit door,"I've loved him, for so long. And I've always, always shut him out. But it was only because I was afraid to realize my true feelings for him. I was scared of gettin hurt." he takes a deep breath,"I'm not scared anymore. Tonight, I may be making a mistake, but I will be my best mistake. I'm in love with Taylor Caniff. He is the love of my life, and I can't live without him."

My heart stopped beating, litterly stopped. I thought I was dying, but I have never felt so alive. I watched as Shawn made his way down to me, people deadly silent.

He stopped right in front of me, and took my hands into his. "Taylor Micheal Caniff, I love you, and will you do me the amazing honor of being my boyfriend?"

I heard people screaming 'YESS' but my breath was gone. I nodded my head, too scared too use my voice. He leaned forward, smiling hugely, before pressing his lips to mine.

It was a slow gentle kiss, but the best kiss of my life.

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

Sorry that was later than I thought it would be. I had to pick green beans in my garden, and then I watched The Purge. That was freaking amazing!! The Purge, not picking green beans. That sucked.

Did you see Nash kissing all those girls? I was so upset 😒😔 now every time I see a pic with him n a fan, even of they're just hugging, I saw I BET YOU KISSED HER TOO YOU WHORE!

Yeah.........

OH MY GOD DID YOU SEE NASH KISS THAT BOY!! LIKE OH MY GOD HE'S SO LUCKKY!! I TOLD YOU I FUCKING TOLD YOU!!

NEXT UP CAMERON DALLAS COMING TO FUCK NASH'S LIPS!!!!

YASSSS I WAS SO EXCITED!!! IM STILL EXCITED!!

Now I'm watching Kevin Hart, he's talking about a racist dolphin 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Ok yup, well hope you liked it. I got writers block halfway through so yeah....wasn't the best...

Whelp

Bye bye Love you guys😍😍