Chasing Cars

Losing My Mind

Ok, so this has two authors note lol. This one is pretty much for like anyone who decides to stop reading. This story will NOT end happily. It will end sad and depressingly, so just a heads up. Also I don't know if it's going to be 100 chapters, I'm running out of ideas for chapters so it might just be a few more chapters until the end. It's like, I know how it's going to end, but I don't know how I'm going to get it there. Pretty much you'll know when it ends when I say THE END. And I'm not messing with you guys anymore, I won't jokingly say it's the end and not have it actually be the end. So the next time I say it's the end, it's for sure.

But again the rest of this book will be depressing and sad and I'm sorry to say that, but I like it like this. And I wouldn't change it for the world. My other fanfict, Dilemma is on hold until I finish this one, but that one won't be anything like this. I'm tryin to keep that one as happy as it can be. So again, sorry if you don't like this book, anymore, my apologies, but to everyone who decides to stick around and figure out how it ends, enjoy this chapter ☺

Carters Pov

I watched as Matt pulled on his shirt, getting ready to go to his session.

"Hey, Matt?"

He sits down on the bed and starts pulling on his socks,"What?"

"Do you mind if I come with you today?"

"To my session? You always come."

"No, I mean like inside, not just dropping you off."

He scratches his neck," You mean like listening in?"

"Yeah."

"Um, well, I don't know if that would be such a great idea."

"Why not?"

"Well," I can tell he's trying to find a reason,"It's just, I don't think Emily would be comfortable with that."

"Why don't we ask her?" I know I've trapped him when he shrugs his shoulders.

"I guess."

I drive him to the therapist, and open his door for him. We walk inside and sit in the waiting room. A few minutes later Emily comes out.

"Hi Matt! Hi Carter!" she smiles widely.

"Hey, Dr. Emily, I was wondering if it would be ok if I sat in on Matt's session today."

"I don't see why not."

I follow her into her office, Matt trailing behind us.

We sit down on the couch, and Matt stays away from me. I mentally shake my head, ignoring how angry he is at me.

"So, Matt. How have you been since our last session a few days ago?"

"Um, better, I guess."

Emily nods, then scribbles something down on her note pad.

"So, have you remembered yet what happened in your black out?"

Wait what?

What black out?

"Matt didn't tell you?"

I realized I said it out loud.

"Um, no, he didn't."

I looked over at Matt who now found his feet to be very interesting.

"Matt?" he doesn't look up,"Would you like to tell me about your black out?"

He shakes his head, and Emily sighs.

"At his last session we tried this thing, pretty much putting him in a trance. But he ended up blacking out and messing up my office. He doesn't remember what he dreamed."