What We Ended Over A Text❤

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Selena's POV

Am I?

That question was practically sitting in my head for a long while now. I mean, it's not impossible. You were supposed to feel some shit like that if you were in a relationship.

Falling in love with Charlie isn't impossible. 

But my mind and my heart was like keeping me in the dark. I don't know. I know I have something with Charlie. I knew it since the second date. He was overly romantic, sweet and loves surprises.

And he loves me.

He had told me that he loved me a lot of times. Guess what did I reply?

I simply tries to ditch that part. I'll say something, maybe near to that, but still not the three-letter word. I mean we're only going out for months, I think I can't love someone within short period of time.

And hearing Justin asking me if I love Charlie was seriously difficult. My friends had asked me the same question and even the media but him asking about it felt something more. Seriously? My fucking hot drunk-ass of an ex-boyfriend asking that type of question!

What should I say?

Silence.

One,

I was in the hot-hell seat. I was surprised that I might have my eyes wide-open. His eyes is so intimidating burning through mine. He was scrutinizing my face, as well did I. He was lost. I was lost in his eyes. We're both lost.

Two,

Was he really serious about this?

The awkward silence thickened. No one spoke a single word. We kept staring at each other.

Oh yes, he was...

Then I drop my gaze down to my feet on the floor. I swallowed a few times feeling uneasy.

“Are you in love with him?” he asked, then I hear cackling sounds afterwards. I didn't dare to look at him I just sat there staring down at my feet.

Three,

Finally gathering all the courage I have, my lips parted, “Yes.”

I know he stiffened. The cackling sound stopped. I sat there waiting for his reaction.

I just really said yes.

Despite I am not sure myself, either. But I doubt he'll remember this conversation in the morning.

I ignored his intense stare reaching for my phone. I checked the time and it says 5:26 am.

I look at him, he wasn't looking at me anymore. I mentally sighed I relief.

I nudge his arm, forcing a small nervous smile. “Go to sleep, I'm heading out now.”

I seriously need to go home now.

He nodded without saying anything. I stood up on my feet.

“Goodnight, Justin.”

Before I made it to the door, I heard heavy footsteps from behind before Justin spun me around, holding my waist.

I was shocked with wide-eyes open, I thought I was gonna fall basing on the forced he used for me.

He had dead serious look as he pulled me against his chest. His hold tightens around my waist and I thought he was squeezing me.

“You love him?” he whispered.

Chills ran down my body, we've never been this close for a very long, long while.

“I-I do,’’ my voice felt raw and rough.

He chuckled darkly, “I'm sure you do.”

Why am I not pushing him anyway?

“Get off me, Justin.”

Instead of letting me go, he moved his arms around my back, securing me into a tight embrace.

I couldn't pull myself to push him away. I know he was drunk and all that but I missed him.

God, I seriously do....

Actually I've been denying things.

The next I know I was sandwiched between the cold wall and Justin's broad chest.

How did it happen?

Did I miss something else?

He leaned down my face, just an inch away from my face. I was breathing really heavy like a dog.

“Tell me you love him,” he demanded placing his hands against either side of wall, just beside my shoulders.

I look down feeling so helpless. “I do.”

I've said it myself three times now, now Selena believe it.

“Look at my eyes,” he brought his hand to cup my chin, urging me to look at him.

Why do bossy now?

I managed to roll my eyes, “I need to get home.”

“Just tell me you do!” he practically shouted.

I was looking in his eyes. I saw sadness, anger... hope.

I swallowed before whispering, “I... I don't know.”

He smiled, looking relieved at that. Of course, I, in the other hand, felt the same.

I actually laughed at how stupid that moment was.

“Sleep now, Jay.”

He didn't budge. Instead he leaned down on me again, our nose brushing.

Eskimo kiss?

So we're now kissing now?

“W-What are y-you doing?”

“Push me away if you want.” Before I could even analyzed his words his lips were on mine.

Thank you.

THEY KISSED.

Random Question:

Thoughts about Jailey reuniting?
(Real life, of course)

Me: I actually wrote a shit long opinion about it but I ended up deleting it for some sort of matter. It was full of swearing/curse words. I can only say that I'm not pleased about it. No real Jelenator would, that's for sure.

I am hoping everyone having a good day!
( I surely not having it, so I'm hoping you would at least)