Chapter One

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i lost you

like i lost

myself

when i was

looking into your eyes.

 -you.


i don't know why

i am hurt

All i know is

that i am.

-pain.


Created by love

Then why

Why do i hate myself so much?

-teenage thoughts.


people say

"you'll bloom with time."

then why do i feel like i am

withering?

-teenage years.


Maybe my mind doesn't

need you

But my heart does for sure.

-you.


Only my papers know

how i really feel.

-anxiety.


My heart is floating

out of my fingertips,

powerful and simple.

-writing.


"God, i hate him."

God, how i hate it

that i do not.

-you


Seeing you smile is like

going to bed,

peaceful and (a little bit) sad.

-still you.


I have to

have love first

before I

share it.

-self-love


Love is

medicine and poison

at the same time.

-dangerous mixture.

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