My heart is fighting
with my mind.
About you.
-an endless fight.
You watched me
as he touched me,
I don't know what
was more painful
His touch or your stare
-the night we met.
I never knew I
was this cold
because you were there
To warm me.
-where are you now?
i understand why you left.
i don't understand how you left.
-helpless.
i miss you everyday.
i miss the chance of talking to you. i miss the chance of laughing with you. i miss the chance of learning from you. i miss the chance of you seeing me grow. i miss the chance of seeing places with you. i miss the chance of saying goodbye. i miss the chance of being with you.
for one more moment.
i miss you everyday.
-to my grandpas.
i am falling and falling and falling over an over an over again.
i slowly start to believe there is no ground.
-lost.
everyday i look in the mirror and i see something different. sometimes its beautiful. sometimes its ugly. sometimes its nothing. sometimes its everything. sometimes i blame the mirror. or the new day. and sometimes (most of the time) i blame myself. for both ways, beautiful and ugly. and i still can't understand how i can hate and love my own body so much at the same time.
-about self-acceptance.
i should've listened to what you say
but alll these butterflies were in the way.
-still you.
you didn't break me. i broke myself.
by chasing after you for such a long time.
-acceptance.
i don't even know what i am fighting for anymore.
all i know is i am loosing my war.
-depressions.
i love to see and feel the change when i start to like you.
your smiles are brighter. your eyes are wider. your voice is louder. your hands are softer. you whole being is more fascinating. like the way you touch things. like the way you talk about things. like the way you eat. like the way you look at me. like even the way you blink. its oddly beautiful what I feel when i look at you and notice all of this. thats what makes falling in love so enormously breathtaking.
-falling in love.
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teenage thoughts
Poetrylittle poems written by a little woman in a little world full of sadness and happiness, laughter and tears, pain and healing and so much more Go find yourself in these. Make them yours.
