Chapter Two

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You hung my heart up

just like you hang up

that picture of her.

-i still feel the nails.


red like pure love

green like pure hope

you give me both endlessly.

-my best friend.


"it is okay to give up sometimes."

the problem is

it doesn't feel okay.

-giving up.


i surrender.

but that doesn't mean

i stop fighting.

-difficult to beat.


Humans are like flowers

grow up slowly and yet so fast

bloom and live

Die either gracefully or with your head on the ground.

-life.


I feel like air sometimes

so light and so important

but so incidental forgotten.

-living is hard.


i want to be loved

so badly

that i forget

that i am already are.

-S-R-L-A-J and V. Thank you.


the saddest part about us is

that there was never an "us".

-acceptance


                                                          
sometimes music isn't just music.

-lover, best friend, enemy, soulmate, ex-love.


I feel the way I'm

looking at you.

I feel the way you

looking at her.

it is the same.

-but more painful, you know.


I know nothing.

but nothing is sometimes

too much.

-teenage years.


i don't know how to live.

i don't know how to die.

i don't know how to be sad.

i don't know how to be happy.

-what do i know?

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