Love Is Overrated (TAEKOOK)

Chapter twenty two-goodbye

Please read chapter twenty one- his eyes
Before this one to understand what has happened x
~Taehyung~
"J-Jungkook y-your eyes?"

"Yeah purple isn't nice whatever,"

"T-they're still b-blonde,"

His blonde eyes widened, he ran to the sink looking in the mirror,

"B-but"

"Your not my soulmate" I whispered, trust me, the one time I fall In love, with someone who isn't even mine to love, I-i can't be with him,

But you want to,

But I can't.

It's illegal, fuck, why me?

Why does everyone else always get to be happy but me?

"This doesn't change anything-"

"Yes it does, w-we will get arrested or probably killed, we have to be perfect in this world you know that!" I stated bitterly, anger and frustration had built up, how could I do this?

To myself, to Jungkook?

I fell in love with someone I shouldn't of,

"Tae, but we love each other!"

"But we're not supposed to,"

"Fuck the law we can run away together."

"Jungkook, stop-"

"Pack your bag"

"I SAID STOP" I yelled  "please," I whispered my back which was leaning on the wall started to fall, now on my butt propped up by my legs, tears falling like a never ending waterfall,

Is this heartbreak?

"I-I don't want to lose you,"

"I don't want to lose you,"

"Then run with me i don't understand." He said clearly confused, I could see his head spinning around and around,

"I can't, I can't be a failure to society too,"

"You were never a failure."

"I'm sorry Jungkook, I hope you find your soulmate before the end of the year-"

"What about us?"

"I don't think I'll ever stop loving you Jungkook, and I know I won't love my real soulmate,"

"So we're over?"

He sat next to me, his eyes looking into mine for a few seconds, I had to break the stare, my heart couldn't take the guilt,

I pecked his lips,

"I'm sorry, tae I wish I was your soulmate."

"Don't be, you showed me love."

"No tae, we have love."

"Had,"

"Stop,"

"That's my line,"

He put his hand on my cheek,

"I'll come back for you, just you wait"

He won't, he'll forget about me in no time,

"Please do"

I hope he does though,

He stood up slowly and left he looked back a couple times before he did He shouldn't, it makes you regret it more, I heard a few quiet mumbles  then multiple footsteps going out the front door, I didn't even get to say goodbye,

The tears wouldn't stop, I couldn't move, I felt so,

So broken, I couldn't tell you how long I was sat on the floor crying, I really couldn't.

It seemed like minutes, yet why was it hours,

My heart aches, I knew jin hyung and Namjoon were downstairs, well it is their house,

"Taehyung, you can't hide in there forever, talk to me"

I said nothing, all I did was fall, I curled into a ball on the floor, I love him,

The door creeped open, slowly I didn't move, but the tears did, they still wouldn't stop,

They won't stop until I have no tears left to cry,

"My baby,"

I lent up again, flying into his arms,

"J-jin hyun-g-g"

He stroked my head, playing with new newly dyed hair, I hate it, everything about the colour lilac I now despised, it's cuteness had gone, everything I liked about it, had gone.

Along with Jungkook,everything i ever was because of him, has gone, all my confidence all my everything fuck ive made a mistake

"I-i want him back" i wailed,

"Tae you know thats not possible,"

"we should've just ran away, w-why don't i just listen?!"

"Tae, we both know what would've happened,"

I wiped my tears, as I felt his hand move to my back making circular motions,

"Your supposed to say it's going to be ok, why aren't you" I sniffled

"Because we both know it isn't,"

I gulped,

"H-how do y-y-you fall for someone that is-isn't your soul-soulmate..."

"Love is confusing, there's no possible way to not fall in love,theres no way to say who is and who isn't your soulmate,"

"Then let me go after him" I attempted to say sternly, it came out nothing more than a whisper,

"Taehyung, I dont want you to die, why would I allow that?"

"He's moving isn't he."

"H-how did you-"

"You would've encouraged me to try,"

"I-"

"Is he already gone?"

"Yes."

I pulled my hair in frustration, fuck my life,

I stood up, running out of there, running down the stairs, I reached the front door, and without looking back I opened it and slammed it shut,

I reached the edge of the pavement, my toes hanging over the curb, if this was a fan fiction I would've got hit by a car and woke up and realised it was all a dream and I was in a happy relationship with Jungkook,

But it's not.