Would you care if I was alone?
Would you care if I was broken?
Would you care if I needed you?
Would you care if I wasn't around anymore?
Would you care?
You're hurting me
My chest is aching
My head is pounding
Thoughts I thought were gone are resurfacing
I have the tools
I have the will
I have the motivation
You kept me sane and safe
Now what?
You don't care
You wouldn't care
You ignore me
You hide things
You keep secrets
I'm losing faith in you
I can't keep doing this
You can't have stress doctors orders
I understand that
But what am I to do when stress gets to overwhelming?
Ignore it? I've tried
Get rid of if? I've tried
Build a bridge and get over it? I tried
I'm running out of options
What am I to do?
You don't care anymore
You're my everything
And
I'm your nothing
You said I was your soulmate!
You lied
You said you loved me!
You probably lied again
You said you'd never leave me!
You've left so many times already
You said you'd never lie!
You've already lied
I'm losing you
I'm losing my strength
Sure, I can fake a smile and make you happy
But what about me?
Don't I matter?
You're supposed to love me!
Treat me as your equal!
Make me feel safe and not alone!
You're failing.
Would you care if I was alone? No
Would you care if I was broken? No
Would you care if I needed you? No
Would you care if I wasn't around? No
Would you care if I was in pain? No
Would you care if I hurt myself? No
Would you care if I died! No
Would you even care if I killed myself? No. You wouldn't. You wouldn't even know it happened.
