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It's nearing 10 PM and I'm just now waking up from a nap. Between the moving and that mess with Jay, I was beyond exhausted.
I moved the hairs out of my face as I fished for my phone throughout the bed. Once my hand landed on it, I press the side button to see the notifications I had. I had a couple of messages from Tanya and Tae, as well as a message from my mother.
My parents and Darron decided to head back to the hotel that they booked before I fell asleep. I was thankful for that because all I wanted was quietness and my mother was really trying me. If she wouldn't have left when she did, I would've lashed out on her.
I responded to everyone's messages and then navigated to Jay & I message thread. I can't believe we haven't talked since he left and he didn't even have the nerve to check on me. I shook my head before dialing his number. When the call didn't go through, I frowned. I tried calling for the second and third time as well but it continued to do the same thing.
I fully sat up in bed and stared at the phone screen, "Hold the fuck up." I said to myself. Just to make sure my phone wasn't off, I called Tanya. She picked up on the third ring and I took a deep breath.
"Bitch, I think Jay blocked me.." I said to her as I got out of bed and headed for my closet. She laughed as I looked through my wardrobe for a jacket or something to put on.
"What makes you think he blocked you?"
I found a nice, thin jacket and threw it on the bed as I looked for shoes to put on. I was still dressed in my leggings and shirt from earlier.
"Because I called him three times and it didn't ring. I sent him a text as well and it wouldn't deliver. I thought my phone was turned off or something so I called you."
Tanya gasped, "Oh bitch, he blocked you? You're pulling up right?"
I put the phone on speaker and nodded my head, "Yeah I am. Or should I? We got into a bad argument earlier today when I told him about the baby and he straight up told me that he wasn't ready to be a dad. I don't know what came over me, but I snapped and beat his ass."
Tanya laughed loud as hell making me do the same. "Bitch, you did not!"
"Girl, and I did! He's been testing me a lot lately Tanya. He's really giving up on me because I'm pregnant. That really hurts me."
I slid on my shoes as she began giving me advice. Tanya didn't have kids of her own, nor was she in any type of relationship, but she always gave the best advice. No matter what the situation may be, she had a solution for everything.
"If you do pull up on him, do not act crazy Beyoncé. You guys need to have another talk about this. If he says he's not ready again, you know what to do – leave him. You cannot make a man be ready for something he's not ready for. Trust me, there's nothing wrong with being a single mother either. Tae has been doing it all by herself for years, so you'll be fine without him. I promise."
