Why so blue?

Tired

He's tired
Can't you see?
What is he tired of you ask?
He's tired of feeling unneeded
He's tired of being told everything's his fault
He's tired of being used
He's tired of pain
He's tired of being abused by his mom
His dad
He's tired of being treated like shit
He's tired of watching the stars pass by all night long
He's tired of being told his worthless and a freak
He's tired of fixing his families problems
He's tired of being told he can do better
He's tired of having to live life every single day
He's just so tired
And I'm assuming you want to know how I know all of this
And the answer to that is he's my friend
My friend that said he was okay
My friend that would help others before himself
My friend that would come to school with a new injury everyday saying 'he just fell' when we both knew it wasn't true
My friend that I love so much
Excuse me
My friend that I loved so much
My friend that committed suicide
My friend that left everything I just told you in his note he left behind before he said his last goodbye
My friend that I miss every day
My friend