*Ricky's POV*
I made sure everything was completely prepped for Jealousy, going over every last detail four times each. I was terrified I was going to mess up.
I was planning on finally proposing to Jealousy now. I knew how I wanted to do it. It was nowhere near as cute as how Chris proposed to Sin, but I was happy with my decision.
I had decorated our bedroom with red and black rose petals and candles, and had my guitar ready to play our song for her. I was going to sing it, and then I would propose.
I had almost wanted Sin to be here, since she and Jealousy are so close, but Sin was out to lunch with Ashley. I had asked Balz, Ryan, Chris, and Ghost to keep Jealousy downstairs while I set up.
I looked in the mirror one last time, making sure my hair and makeup were okay. Fuck I sounded like a girl. I straightened the tie I had on over my vest and shirt, and smoothed out a wrinkle in the shirt.
I walked downstairs to get Jealousy, and saw her on the floor wrestling with Balz. Leave it to Jealousy to wrestle with him. I cleared my throat to make them aware of my presence.
Balz jumped up immediately. "She started it!" Balz cried in self defense. I walked over and pulled Jealousy to her feet. "In my defense, he said my snakebites look bad on me." Jealousy stated.
I shook my head, laughing quietly, then led her upstairs. "What's up?" she asked, one hand over her tummy. I told her to close her eyes when we reached our bedroom door, and she did.
I opened the door, then carefully led her into our room, helping her take a seat on the bed. "Open." I told her, smiling. She opened her eyes and gasped. "Oh Ricky..." she sighed happily.
I grabbed my guitar and sat on the floor in front of her, then started to play.
Love of mine
Someday you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you
Into the dark
No blinding light
Or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for
A hint of a spark
If Heaven and Helm decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "No's"
On their "Vacancy" signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you
Into the dark
In Catholic school
As vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised
By a lady in black
I held my tongue
As she told me
"Son, fear is the heart of love."
So I never went back.
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "No's"
On their "Vacancy" signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you
Into the dark
You and me
Have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
There's nothing to cry about
Cuz we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "No's"
On their "Vacancy" signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you
Into the dark
Then I'll follow you
Into the dark
I set my guitar down as she clapped her hands softly. "Ricky, that was beautiful." Jealousy told me, leaning forward to kiss me. I didn't let her. Instead, I got onto one knee, taking her hands in mine.
"Jealousy, you are my everything. You are beautiful, sweet, perfect, and amazing. And I want you by my side for the rest of my life." I pulled the small burgundy velvet box from my back pocket and opened it to reveal the ring. "Will you marry me?" I asked hopefully.
"Oh, Ricky, I..." Jealousy said, tears forming, "I don't know..." I was completely taken aback. "What?" I asked as my heart sank. "I'm, I don't know if I'm the kind of girl that can be someone's wife... I'm so sorry Ricky..."
Jealousy jumped up and ran out of the room, and I sank back onto the ground, feeling absolutely broken.
*Sin's POV*
I climbed back into Ashley's car, and got a text from Jealousy.
Jealousy: can u call?
I knew she wouldn't ask if it weren't important, so I asked Ashley if she minded. "Go right ahead." she granted me, and I called my sister.
Jealousy: Sin?
Sin: Hey, what's up?
Jealousy: (sniffling) Ricky proposed to me...
Sin: Oh my Gods it's about time, congratulations!!!
Jealousy: No, Sin, I didn't say yes... (cries)
Sin: You, you what? Why not?
Jealousy: I don't know! I just, I don't know if I can handle marriage, Sin, I'm scared!
Sin: Do you love him?
Jealousy: (sobbing) As much as I love you!
Sin: And you want to be with him forever?
Jealousy: Yes.
Sin: Then there's your answer.
Jealousy: You really think I should say yes?
Sin: If it's what you want.
Jealousy: Okay... Thank you so much. I love you.
Sin: No problem, I love you too.
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I'm In Love Again
FanfictionSin Gates is finally going to marry Chris Motionless, after years of being in love with him. Even her sister, Jealousy, is going to marry Ricky Horror. But when the past comes back to haunt them, will they make it out alive? Sequel to Take My Breath...