I'm In Love Again

Food

~Author's Note: I can't post a song cuz I only use mobile since my computer is broken, but if you could listen to We Need To Eat by Kent, that would be amazing!~

*Sin's POV*

  Ashley beat us back to the Motionless house, and when Chris and I walked in, everyone was gathered in the living room. The guys all tried to jump on Chris, but I got in between them. "Guys, he just got out of the hospital. Fucking no."

  Balz picked me up and moved me aside, and Ricky hugged Chris tightly. "You okay man?" Ghost asked, him and Ryan joining the hug. Balz hugged him as well. Poor Chris looked ready to suffocate.

  I was about to say something when Ashley whistled loudly, hurting all of our eardrums. "Let go of him." she commanded, and they did.

  "Teach me to do that!" I begged, and she laughed. "My special trick, sorry!" she apologized. I rolled my eyes, and took Chris's hand, leading him into the kitchen. I was determined to make him eat more.

  "Babe, can't I just lay down?" he asked, leaning against a counter as I started pawing through the fridge. "Figure out what you wanna eat, then yes." I told him. "Not hungry, I'll eat later."

  I slammed the fridge door shut, and he looked at me with surprise. "You need to eat." I said, and he replied, "I'll feed on your breath." pulling me close and trying to kiss me. I backed up, saying, "And if I leave?" "Without you, I'd be dead."

  I sighed and rubbed my forehead with one hand, holding my tummy with the other. "Chris, the nurse said you're on the verge of being malnourished, you need food." I told him, and he winced.

  "Look at me, do I look like it's that big a problem?" he asked me, and I nodded, tears forming. "Chris you could wind up back in the hospital if you don't eat more." I whispered, looking down.

  He moved over to me and lifted my chin up to meet his heart-warming gaze as tears began to slowly fall. "Sin, I'm not gonna go back, I promise." he whispered, leaning his forehead against mine.

  I wrapped my arms around his torso, and he wrapped his around my shoulders as I cried. We stood in silence for a moment, till I asked, "Why haven't you been eating?"

  I felt him tense, and he said, "Don't worry about it. All that matters is I'll improve." I let out an unhappy sob, desperate for an answer. "Please just tell me..." I begged.

  Chris hugged me tighter, and I felt a warm tear hit the top of my head. "I'm scared, Sin, I'm so scared... I'm scared I'm going to mess up with our baby, or with you, and I know I can't really control what happens. But food, I can control that..."

  His voice trailed off as his body wracked with sobs, and I hugged him tighter still. "We'll be okay Chris, you don't have to do that." I bawled into his shirt.

  Chris went limp, falling into my arms, and I struggled to hold him up, fearing he passed out again. "Ashley! Ricky, somebody!" I yelled, unable to support Chris by myself.

  He was still conscious, just weak, and crying too hard to hold himself up. Ashley came running in, followed by Ricky, then everyone else.

  The guys immediately lifted him up, and Ashley and Jealousy pulled me to my feet. I trailed after Balz and Ricky as they carried Chris upstairs, not saying anything to anyone about what happened.

  They laid him down on our bed, and I sat next to him as he curled into a ball, facing away from everyone. Ricky tapped me on the shoulder, so I looked at him. "What happened?" he mouthed.

  I shook my head, and waved a hand at the door, wanting them all to leave. I got assorted looks from all of them, but they did as I wanted. When the door was shut, I laid down with my still sobbing fiance and wrapped my arms around him till he fell asleep.