Dear Bully, (Brandon Rowland fanfiction)

Note #54

(Brandon's POV)

I ran out of school doors and headed to Jamie's house. When I got there, I had already seen the ambulance there. I saw the police talking to Mrs. Wilders, Jamie's mom.

She was on her knees sobbing. I felt guilty for what I made Jamie go through. I saw the police carry out Jamie. She was on the stretcher and put in the ambulance.

The lady plugged in some cords in a machine that helped Jamie breathe. Jamie now had a mask on her nose and mouth. She looked dead. I cried at the thought of her dying because of me.

"Um, excuse me miss, but I was wondering if I can stay in here with her." , I asked. She looked at me and asked, "I'm sorry but who are you?" "I'm Jamie's boyfriend." I lied but wishing it was true.

"Oh, okay. Go ahead, just don't touch anything." "Thank you," , I gave her a small smile. She nodded.

She got out of the ambulance to do something important. Who am I kidding, nothing is more important than Jamie at this point.

My phone started to ring. I checked the caller ID to see that it was mom. I answered her call.

"Brandon, where the hell are you and Jamie? You guys have been gone, is everything okay? I have a surprise waiting for her at home, remember it's her birthday." , I heard mom's voice on the other end.

Shit. I have to make an excuse. But how can I do that if Jamie might be in the hospital for a week or more?

For God's sake, she attempted suicide. How am I able to explain that to mom? She's going to break. I know how mom is, she loves Jamie and she treats her like a daughter. It's not that easy having to explain what happened to her.

Do you expect me to say, "Oh, don't worry mom, we are doing just fine, you know? Sorry to tell you this but I'm guessing you have to cancel the surprise because Jamie is in the hospital cause she tried to kill herself today, on her birthday. But no need to worry, I think she's okay."? NO! It doesn't work like that!

"Brandon? I'm asking you something, are you still there?" "Yeah, mom. I'm here. Listen, I have to tell you something important right now." , tears flowed down my face. I looked at my shoes.

"What is it, honey?" "I know you can't promise me that you won't freak out, but..." "You're scaring me, Brandon. What happened?" , mom asked. "Jamie attempted suicide today and she's now here with me in the ambulance, getting ready to leave to the hospital." , I cried out. I choked on my sobs.

I heard something drop from the other end. "Mom?? What was that??" , I asked. The line went silent. She then hung up on me.

(Christine's POV)

There better be a good enough reason why they weren't here yet. Hunter and Ashton were sitting down at the dinner table, waiting for them to arrive. I picked up the cake with both of my hands to set on the table while my shoulder and ear supported my phone to not fall.

I tried my best not to drop the cake and my phone. Brandon sounded like he was crying. "Jamie attempted suicide today and she's now here with me in the ambulance, getting ready to leave to the hospital." , Brandon sobbed.

I stopped in my tracks. My heart dropped...and so did the cake. "Mom?? What was that??" , I heard him say. The phone call went silent. I ended the call.

I screamed in anger and sadness. Hunter and Ashton were startled at my sudden actions. I was shaking and crying uncontrollably.

"NO, IT CAN'T BE!! IT JUST CAN'T!!" , I barely knew Jamie, but it felt like I've known her forever, like she was my daughter. The pain in my heart was unbearable.

Hunter came over to me and hugged me tightly, "What's wrong?" I didn't want to say anything about what happened to Jamie in front of Ashton.

"Ashton, stay here. Hunter, I need to have a...talk with you...about something...that recently just happened." Hunter nodded.

We entered Hunter's room. We sat down on his bed. The room was silent and all you can hear were my muffled cry's. "So, what was it you needed to tell me, mom? What's wrong? Are you okay?" "Well, I shouldn't be the one getting asked that at this very moment?" , I said looking down at my hands.

Hunter raised an eyebrow, looking at me as if he was confused on what I was saying. Damn, this was going to be heard for him to take in. I took a deep breath and began telling him.

By the time I was done, he was in tears. Hunter got up from the bed and paced around the room. He ran his fingers through his hair as he tensed up.

"Please calm down, Hunter." "No, mom. I shouldn't calm down. Do you know why?? Because it's my fault! I should've known! I should've stopped her from killing herself. I should've told someone of what I saw!" , Hunter chucked his phone at the wall, causing it to crack and break. (A/N: Hunter always seems to break his phone or something. Smh, like bruhh really??😩😂) He broke down and cried.

I came to Hunter and wrapped my arms around him, hugging him tightly. We both stood there crying uncontrollably.

"What do you mean you should've told someone of what you saw??" "I found out that Jamie was cutting herself. I'm sorry, mom. I should've told you everything." "Hunter, it's not your fault, it's nobody's fault."

"So you're saying that she just did it just because? Mom, there needs to be a reason. There needs to be a reason that drove her to kill herself."

"But why wouldn't she be happy?" "I don't know, but I just know that she felt like she was alone and helpless." , he said.

(Brandon's POV)

I looked over at Jamie's lifeless body. "I swear to fucking God Jamie, if you leave and die, I'll lose my shit." , I said serious. I know she can't hear me, but I just felt like saying that.

We were now at the hospital and I was visiting her. I didn't see Jamie's parents anywhere. "You're Jamie's boyfriend, am I right?" , a nurse came in, having a clipboard and pen in her hands. "Yes."

"Okay, so what seems to be the problem is Jamie is in a coma and there is a 50 percent chance of her dying. It sure does look like she swallowed a lot of pills only to make her unconscious and pass out but not that much to instantly kill her. Other than that, everything else seems to be good, there are no injuries. BUT, there is something a little off. When we were undressing her to get in the hospital's gowns, we did notice scars on her wrists. Did you know anything about this? Did you know that she was feeling pain?" "Yes, I know. She's suicidal, we all get it now. She just tried to kill herself by overdosing. Does that not answer any of your questions?" , I said clearly annoyed of what this bitch is going to say next. The nurse nodded and left the room.

"I can't lose you, Jamie. Not today, not ever. And if I do, so help me God, I'll have no other choice but to kill myself as well. I can't imagine a world without you. I love so fucking much, Jamie Wilders."

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Eh. I felt like this chapter wasn't that much exciting, what do you think?? :/

So the two suggestions for the ship name of Brandon and Jamie are:

#Braime❤ and #Jandon❤

Which one will it be??

#Braime❤

or

#Jandon❤

Btw, I just added the song to set the mood if ya know what I mean.