Dear Bully, (Brandon Rowland fanfiction)

Note #44

(Brandon's POV)

I was trying to hear what Hunter and Jamie were saying, but all I heard were mumbling. I had my ear against the door to try to hear what was being said.

I then heard the mumbling stop and shuffling. I heard it coming closer and closer. I hurriedly stepped away from the door.

Jamie and Hunter both stepped out of the bathroom. I was in a closet that was close by. It was full of blankets and other old stuff.

I opened the door just a tiny bit to make a crack so I can see. Hunter hugged Jamie and Jamie hugged Hunter. I can see a smile spreading on Hunter's lips while he was hugging her. He then pulled away from her and looked at her in the eye.

Automatically, I saw Hunter smash his lips on Jamie. What the fuck?!

I found myself forgetting how to breathe. I quickly closed the door and tried to process what I just witnessed.

(Jamie's POV)

Hunter kissed me roughly.

This can't be right. I felt a weird sensation. I can't let him in my heart just like that. After all, I'm scared of loving. The same thing might happen with Hunter as it did with Sean.

I don't know who to trust or count on anymore. "H-Hunter, what are y-you d-doing??" He just proceeded to kiss me.

I attempted to push him off, but he had his arms tightened around my waist, pushing me even more closer to his body, if that was even possible.
"Please s-stop."  He never did.

"I said stop!" ,  I shoved him super hard. His back hit the wall. "Oh my fucking god, I am super sorry. I got carried away." He apologized.

I noticed he was covering his...what can I say...? His...ding-dong.

"Shit!" , Hunter's face filled with embarrassment and shame. Well, damn. My face heated up and I never had felt myself in such an awkward situation like this. His face was red like tomato.

We had just got out of a serious and depressing conversation and now he's trying to speed things up with me? Not happening.

In fact, I'm done letting people in my life. If they don't plan on staying, then why bother letting them get to close?

I ended up writing Brandon a note.

Dear Bully,

Sorry that I haven't killed myself yet. I know you want me out of this world. I get how you feel about me and I'm sorry about that.

Well, I had learned a life lesson. Never let someone in your heart because there is a 99.9% chance that that person ain't going to stay with you.

Everything that you had been saying to me for these past years, months, weeks, and days are true. I know some are not but whatever makes you happy.

I'm writing this letter to you just so you know. And by the way, I now know that you were the one who spreaded the rumour about me sleeping with the football players. It's okay though. You can hurt me all you want. Cause either way I'm going to die anyways.

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