Dear Bully, (Brandon Rowland fanfiction)

Note #27

(Jamie's POV)

I was walking home when something catched my eye. I saw a poster on the ground.

It read:

If you are a bully victim or if you are having suicidal thoughts, tell a parent or call 1-800-7258-3339

Or go to the website: StopBullying.com

I have to tell mom and dad. I need to, this is important.

"Mom? Dad?" , I said opening the front door. I closed the door and saw my mom on her phone. "What is it?" , she responded.

"Uh...um." , I stuttered. "If you keep stuttering, I'm just going to ignore you." , she said looking up at me.

"Well, it's something very important." , I told her. "What can be much more important than your grades?"

"I've been depressed lately. I've been getting bullied for the past years. I never told anyone. I would cut a lot and think about suicide. Kids will call me names and I took pills to help me loose weight for they could be happy. And I'm sorry, I really am. I always failed you." , I cried.

My mom walked over to me and hugged me, "Oh honey..." she lifted my chin and said, "do you know that everything that you are saying to me...doesn't mean ANYTHING to me? I have such a WEAK daughter. You do DISERVE to be bullied, I mean LOOK at you. PATHETIC."

Everything that mom was saying was crushing me.

I WANT TO DIE ALREADY.

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I cried while writing this down. Omg😭💔