protection obsession

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I was happy by his answer.. hes not as bad as I thought, maybe I should've just given him a chance..

"Thank you" I smiled

"Stop saying thank you, it's fine" he smiled

"Dont you need to go home? Edit a video or something?" I asked

"Are you trying to get rid of me?" He laughed

"No, of course not. I'm glad you want to keep me company, it's just I feel like I'm holding you back from your business"

"I would still be here even if I was busy, you're hurt and I don't want you to hurt yourself by doing things around the house" he nodded

"Why does everyone think so badly of you?" I looked at him and asked

"Because I'm just not.. a good person" he looked away

"Of course you are.. why would you say that?" I asked

"I mess around with girls.. I get into fights, even if I change.. my reputation won't" he said with no emotion

"And I can't change.." he looked at me

"You can" I nodded
"Everyone can, maybe you just need to try a little harder"

"You don't know me" he shook his head

"I know you enough to tell you that I know you can change for the good" I nodded

"Trust me May, I know me, I know I'm a bad person on the inside"

"A bad person wouldn't have helped me.. the way you did"

"Anyone would've.. don't start thinking of me differently, I know who I am and who I am isn't good for you"

"My standards aren't that high anyway Grayson.." I looked at him

"They should be" he shrugged

"Aslong as they look after me.. I'm fine Grayson"

"May please don't start.. I don't want to get into any trouble with you"

"What do you mean?" I asked

"If I get too involved I don't know what will happen, I try distance myself from you.." he rubbed his temple

"Distance yourself from me?"

"It doesn't matter, we shouldn't get into this anyway.." he sighed

I decided to take matters into my own hands.. I wanted to see what he would do if I..

I leaned towards him and kissed him passionately.

Gray's part.

May kissed me, she really meant it.
I kissed back for a while, but as the kiss got more and more intense.. I felt her hand touch my chest.

I lost it.

I stopped kissing and pushed her hand away.

End of Gray's part.

"May I told you I don't want you to get involved with me" he threw my hand off and stood up

"Grayson it's just a kiss" I looked at him

"Maybe just to you.. I told you I need to keep my distance with you" he said sternly

"Im not sure i understand you.." I looked at him with confusion

"I'm sorry I can't.." he grabbed his jacket

I fought through the pain and stood up infront of him.

"You can't what Grayson!" I spoke clearly

"I can't get carried away with you! You just don't get it do you! I'm not good for you!" He shouted

"I decide what good and bad for me Grayson!"

"Well this time you're wrong.." he turned away

I grabbed his arm.

"May please.. leave me go" he said facing away

"Grayson listen to me!"

He wacked my arm off.
And turned to me.

"I have nothing to listen to.. you listen to me. Leave me alone for a while, and I'll come back and tell you exactly what I mean!" He yelled

"Tell me now!" I yelled

He got anrgy and threw his jacket down.

"I've liked you for too long, I've kept my distance because I'm a very strong person and once I'm carried away I don't know what I'll do. As much as id like that kiss to carry on, it can't!"

"Why can't it!" I yelled in frustration

"Im not good for you, and you know that!!" He yelled grabbing his jacket and walking to the door

He opened the door and was about to leave..

"Grayson please" I said upset

"I'll be back later.. I'm sorry" he said as he closed the door

I sat down on the couch upset..
As much as I've hated him, now hes here my feelings have come out, and I can't do anything about it.

Ive thought about what he said..
He likes me, he has for a while.

But why has he been with a new girl almost every week?

And why has he been able to fuck them, and not me...?

This is the end for now!!
Juicyyyy

25/7/2018
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