protection obsession

nine

11am

I was shattered after waking up at 4am. I didn't get to sleep until 5:30am
and I'm so tired.

Grayson was tried too..

"May, we should probably get up" he whispered to me

"But I don't want to" I rolled over

"C'mon" he laughed "as much as id like to cuddle in bed with you, we should get up"

"But whyyy" I rolled over to him

"Because, it's 11am" he smiled

"Stop smiling like that, it makes everything so much harder to say no to" I laughed

"Don't say no then" he laughed
"Get up" he smiled

"Ughh 5 more minutes" I rolled over

"Mayyy" he shook me

"Hey, im shook from this morning as it is, I don't need you shaking me too" I put my head under my pillow

"Alright fine, I'll make breakfast for myself" he got up

"Yeah you do that. I'll be here" I said drifting back to sleep

"Yeah I guessed that" he smiled and left

I fell back asleep.

I was having a weird dream, that turned into a horrible dream. Dylan was chasing me and Grayson, he shot Grayson killing him instantly... I then woke up crying.

"Woah what's wrong" Grayson said sitting on the edge of my bed

"How long have you been there?" I asked wiping my tears

"About 2 minutes, i was going to wake you up but you looked so peaceful"
He smiled

"Whats wrong?" He asked

"Bad dream" I managed to smile

"What about?" He smiled softly

"You" I looked at him
"Dylan was trying to hurt us.. he killed you" I laughed to myself realizing how stupid it sounded

"Baby" he smiled at me "I'm still here" he cupped my face with his hand

"Thank God" I smiled

"I'll always be here, especially if Dylan's around" he took my hand and kissed it

"You're so sweet" I smiled

"I don't deserve you" he smiled

"Oh really? You practically fought for me" I laughed "if anything I dont deserve you"

"You can shut that down right now" he laughed
"Despite my reputation, all the things I've done, you still treated me like normal, and wanted to be with me. Not caring about it, believing I could change" he smiled

"No one has done that" he smiled

"It's just a normal thing to do Grayson. Nothing could ever make me want someone else"

"I love you" he said

"I love you more" I hugged him

"Impossible" he rest his head on mine

"Oh really?" I laughed and handed him my phone

"Look at the lock screen" I smiled

He clicked the home button, the screen lit up, so did his face.

"So that's what you were doing while I had you" he laughed

My lockscreen was the picture I took in the mirror when Grayson was holding me up.